poem.id,poem.ts,poem.title,poem.author,poem.date,poem.rating,poem.vote,poem.content,poem.submission_date,poem.last_edit,poem.visits
101,"2018-02-27 02:29:22","You Are My World","sarah jenkins",2004-11-16,4.6,280,"Theres something you don't know, and that just how i feel, the thoughts that go through my mind, have never felt this real. You make me feel as if I'm beautiful, like I'm all you want to see, the only thing I don't understand, is why you chose me. When you hand touches mine, theres this tingle feeling I get inside, you make me feel so loved, and now I know that I need not hide. Oh how did i ever get this lucky, why do you only want me? am i all that was out there? or do you see something i don't see? I'm so thankful that were together, because i would be lost without you, just tell me that you love me, like i truly love you. Did you know that your my world? your my life, my love, my happiness, I'm so lucky you chose me, because only I can feel your caress. I wanted to thank you, for all you've given me, you let me love again, and set my spirit free. I always think about you, every single second of the day, I think of how happy you've made me, and how I wish you'll always stay. * I would really like it, if some of you guys would vote, or add comments, to let me know what you think of me, or if you have any suggestions!*",2004-11-16,,17537
102,"2018-02-27 02:29:26",Almost,"Michael D Nalley",2007-07-04,4.9,35,"I almost fell in love once You know I almost cried I was almost born Before I almost died I almost wrote a poem to you But the words came out wrong I almost said I love you While you listened to my song I almost went to heaven Before I was a saint We almost painted a masterpiece Before we learned to paint",2007-07-04,,17963
103,"2018-02-27 02:29:27","How Do I Stop Loving You?","~♥«®ì¢áñ €hεm®¥»♥~",2006-03-06,4.6,468,"How can I turn back time? How can I just forget? You ask me to quit loving you. Am I something you regret? You tell me you don't want to hurt me, That its better if I stopped caring. How can you tell me this, When you know with you there is no forgetting? I cant just tell my bruised heart, Quit loving him that much. I cant just act like I don't care, If I ever again feel your touch. How can I stop loving you? How do I erase what we had? How do I tell my heart not to break, When things start going bad? How do I stop dreaming, About you making love to me? How do I forget your smile? I just cant, don't you see? Explain to me what I must do, To forget this love I feel. For how can I lie to my heart By saying my love isn't real? The way my heart loves you, It has never loved before. The way my body craves you, Right down to my very core. If I ever asked my heart to quit Loving your eyes, lips, and hands, It will break into a million pieces. Why cant you understand? I don't know how to stop, I don't know how to forget. I cant erase what we have, Or act like we never met. So please don't tell me to stop Don't expect me to give up loving you Its just something I'm not capable of My heart is totally devoted to you All I can do is pretend, Like everything will be fine, Like my love for you is fading, And your slowly leaving my mind. When you ask me to call it quits, I'll act like I don't really care. I'll lie to you and say I'm OK, Of my pain, you will not be aware. How else can I explain my love? How else can I protect my heart? Although its already too late since, You have already tore it apart. How do I stop loving you? How can I forget about you? If you know a way to stop caring, Just tell me what I need to do.",2006-03-06,2007-04-20,23613
104,"2018-02-27 02:29:28","My Heart Has Two Left Feet - Triolet",Gem,2007-03-21,3.8,186,"My clumsy heart has two left feet It always trips when I see you It starts to race and skip a beat My clumsy heart has two left feet It's starting now to feel the heat Because of all the things you do My clumsy heart has two left feet It always trips when I see you �© *Gem* (In this type of poem, the first line repeats on the fourth and seventh. The second line repeats on the eighth. The rhyme scheme goes like this; A B a A a b A B. (only two rhymes are used) Each line is 8 syllables)",2007-03-21,2007-04-12,264758
105,"2018-02-27 02:29:32","On the edge of heaven",Ingrid,2008-04-29,4.8,44,"Just to have you with me I would have done almost anything Only a blind man could have failed to notice the state that I was in. Every time we met, my heart would skip a beat Never imagined our relationship would end in tears and defeat. There is so much we have in common and in my heart I felt so sure this is the man I have waited for You made me feel so happy and secure. But as time went by, we did not grow closer but drifted further apart The more I held on to you, the more you closed the door to your heart. My other half is what you are to me to know all this but still having to walk away Is more than I can bare, because in your arms is where I belong and where I want to stay. On the edge of heaven but forever on the outside looking in I will turn away from love now, this game at which I will never win.",2008-04-29,,13113
106,"2018-02-27 02:29:33","How Could You",MissMeg,2008-04-05,4.8,29,"We broke up three days ago, And already you have a new girl. A complete stranger Now gets to hold my whole world. And I want to know...How could you? You said you would keep me and never leave me. You would love me for all time. So why does she get to have, What I used to call mine? And i want to know...How could you? How can you act, Like we've never loved at all? While I'm at home wishing you'd call. How could you move on, Just like that? While I'm here hoping, ""Maybe he'll come back."" How could you forget, All the plans we made? While i'm still here grieving. Over a love for you that will never fade. I just want to know...HOW COULD YOU? please comment me and let me know if you liked my poem or not. i will return the favor. thanks!",2008-04-05,2008-04-05,4759
107,"2018-02-27 02:29:38","Letters From Hell","Karl Wild GG23",2010-07-20,5.0,25,"She reads his letters while alone at night, under starlit skies, Folds the paper when she's done, hangs her head and cries. She kisses every new letter, holds them close to her heart, Can't forget the day he went away, the day they had to part. Prays to god to keep him safe, to have the strength to survive, Remembers his promise before he left, to come back home alive. Until the day he comes back home, she'll wait beneath the stars, Afraid the war may kill her love, the letters become her scars. While she sleeps and dreams of him, her soldier has to fight, The summer stars shape his face, protect her through the night. When she awakes in an empty bed, she stretches way out wide, Touching that old feeling of emptiness, he isn't by her side. She eats her dinners alone, wishing he could be there. For now she talks about her days, to an empty chair. Sitting in the romantic candlelight, of a table set for two, She reads the letters that he sent, to help her make it through. Another lonely day has passed, with countless more to come, Knows her love has gone to hell, Iraq is where the letters from. She reads them while alone at night, under the starlit skies, Folds the paper when she's done, hangs her head and cries.",2010-07-20,2010-07-20,7697
108,"2018-02-27 02:29:39","Lovers And Liars","Jenni Marie",2009-01-27,5.0,21,"They say you have to kiss a few frogs before you find your prince Took so long to find that I thought he didn't exist, wasn't convinced But babe seems you got me believing once again in a fairytale Love shown each and everyday is proving maybe this time it will prevail Always been quick to fall in the past, giving into dangerous desire Then realizing I'd only found Mr cheater, Mr Wrong and Mr liar Only this time it feels so different, thinking I've found Mr right A once broken and shattered heart you've caused to ignite Tried so hard to fight how I felt, all of those growing feelings Only now I'm feeling sure, this is one love that's so appealing Caring, gentle, kind, affectionate...finally found my lover Never would have guessed I had so much to learn and discover Always fell for the bad guy, proceeded without hesitation Each and every time, heartbreak was my only destination This time feeling so safe and loved, yearning for your touch Never would have guessed it possible for me to love so much Only been a short time, but I'd be bereft without you in my life Would be trying to live, but already know I would only survive Days would be long, nights so empty, leaving me cold and frozen I'd finally truly understand the meaning of being heart broken They say you have to kiss a few frogs before you find your prince Took so long to find that I thought he didn't exist, wasn't convinced But babe seems you got me believing me once again in a fairytale Love shown each and everyday is proving maybe this time it will prevail",2009-01-27,2009-01-28,19344
109,"2018-02-27 02:29:41","Just Close Your Eyes",Mousie,2007-06-30,4.8,22,"Don't cry now baby Don't miss me so, I'm always here You'll always know. When all is lost And comfort sought, Close your eyes Rest your thoughts. I'm waiting for you In your dreams, I'll kiss you sweet It's me you'll see. I'll touch you warmly Eyes will swoon, Embrace so tender By light of moon. Just close your eyes And go to sleep, Wherever you are I'll always be. i always tell ross when he's either at home or gone somewhere and he misses me a lot to just close his eyes and go to sleep, and i'll be right there in his thoughts and dreams. this was the poem i based off of that.",2007-06-30,,18322
110,"2018-02-27 02:29:44","Wait For You","Greg Beam",2008-01-11,4.8,38,"Life for me's a waiting game. Yesterday, today the same. But wait for you I would forever. Hoping that we'll be together, In the end I cannot wait. But only God can tell our fate. I worked so hard to win your heart. But you had mine right from the start. To wait for you it feels so worth it. You're beautiful, you are so perfect. You opened my eyes, helped me to see. How God's great love could set me free. Some say that I'm wasting time. But I know one day you'll be mine. Many roadblocks we've been through. But one day we will say ""I do."" Until that day I sit here waiting. My love for you is never changing. A special love you gave to me. I sit here waiting patiently. For you to come back to my arms. I'll keep you safe and free of harm. You must be sent from up above. You showed me how it feels to love. Until the day we're gray and old. My heart is yours to have and hold. You make me feel so good inside. I'd wait for you until I die.",2008-01-11,2009-03-23,8295
111,"2018-02-27 02:29:47","They never knew",nickie,2005-05-07,4.7,1624,"As they were growing up they had it all. Best friends forever and never did they fall. People always thought they were the perfect 2.One sweet girl and one boy that never made her blue. They were best friends forever. Forever until the end. They told each other all their secrets there was nothing they had to hide. They always helped each other out and never hurt the other ones pride. But there was a secret that was kept so long. A secret that might tear their wonderful friendship apart if the secret was told wrong. They both felt it inside but neither of them ever knew. They both loved each other more than anything in the world no matter how many awful things they went through. Well they were seniors in high school everything was going great. The prom was coming up and just as friends they were going as each others date. As the night finally came they had such a blast. But as soon as they knew it, the prom was in the past. As they walked her up the steps of her home. He told her she looked beautiful tonight and that they'd always be best friends and she'd never have to face anything alone. As she opened the door the tears started to fall. She whispered to herself I love him so much and without him I'm nothing at all. The boy started to drive down the road eager to get away. He regretted not telling her that he loved her but he just didn't know what to say. As he was turning a corner a car was coming to fast. The boys car was hit and he wasn't sure if he was going to last. He woke up in the hospital with his best friend by his side. She told him he was her best friend and without him she'd die. He could see the painful tears form in her eye. He looked up at her and said everything will be OK, please don't cry. Finally with enough courage, the boy knew he wasn't going to make it. He came out with the truth because he just couldn't fake it. There's something I need to tell you. Something I've been hiding since about our 2nd grade year. I love you as more than my best friend. She could see a tear. I've always loved you and I always will. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me and always will be still. As the girl began to cry she confessed her love to him. I've loved you since I was just a little kid. I never dared to tell you afraid you didn't feel the same. I thought you just wanted to be friends. Friends until the end. But the truth is I wanted to be more than just your best friend. The boy grabbed her hand and said everything will be OK. The boys eyes closed as he slowly drifted away. From his very last breath this is what she heard. You're more than my best friend. I love you baby girl. The girl started to lose it. Her best friend, and the love her of her life was gone. She didn't know why it had to happen like this. Was it because they both waited so long? Always tell someone you love them because hearts are often broken by words left unspoken. Please vote and comment! it would mean a lot to me. This took me about 30 minutes to write...and it's NOT true story. it came from the heart because what i'm saying about telling people you love them is true.",2005-05-07,,50927
112,"2018-02-27 02:29:49","My Perfect Life Part 1","~Patiently Waiting~",2005-10-30,4.8,62,"I remember when we met, How could I forget? That was a special day, My problems rushed away. My life began when I saw you, Ever since then, I started off new. Whenever we are together, I just wish the moment would last forever. You give me a smile when it seems impossible, You are my everything, My one true love, sent from above. When I was little and I watched people kiss, I thought it was wrong, but now I have this. I have you, my perfect life, My beautiful girl, my future wife. I dont need money to be rich, Because with you I am, The richest of the rich. I dont need no one else, Just you and myself. Us against the world, Me and you girl. I love you so much, I love your touch. I love your eyes, It makes my heart fly. You give me everything, you give me breath, We will not part, not until death. When I hold you in my arms, The world makes sense, When I feel your warmth, I am in heaven. You are my saviour, My gaurdien angel, My darling, beautiful, you're mine. Never will I leave, I will stay throughout all time.",2005-10-30,2007-12-20,69190
113,"2018-02-27 02:29:52","Wanted Suicide",MissSideways,2003-03-21,4.6,2033,"Can my life get better? Or is it gonna stay? Can I start again? Or will it go away? Can I ask you something? Why did God choose me? Can I take I back? Or will it always be? Can I find my mummy? But why'd she leave me here? Can I stop this hurting? Who'll wipe away my tear? Can you make me happy? Then why am I so sad? Can you tell me exactly why? Why were you so mad? Can you take my life? Cause I don't want to live Can you tell me why you left? I have my life to give Can you tell my daddy That it'll be ok, I'll be waiting for him And I'll see him soon.. one day Can't somebody hear me, Promise you won't cry? Cause it was my decision It was my choice to die Can you promise something? Please smile when I go I should've told my love my heart I guess he'll never know Can you understand me? I'm sorry but it's true I couldn't handle all the shit That I was going through My spirit inside, was captured But I've just set it free Tell everyone I'm sorry But if you would only see Abuse is really painful I couldn't take the pain Don't forget I'll wait right here To see you once again I love you for your friendship Promise not to cry, I'll see you in another life I love you and goodbye.",2003-03-21,2007-04-22,111474
114,"2018-02-27 02:29:57","Time after time",Gem,2005-05-18,4.5,69,"Time after time I try to forget The day we kissed And the day we met I can't handle Thinking of you Because i thought Our love was true I'm telling the truth When i say this I don't blame you for that last kiss There was nothing That i could say To make you love To make you stay I guess it was just One of those things You obviously thought It was just a fling I've worked my way Through all the pain But i will never Be the same So now and forever You'll stay in my mind You'll stay in my heart Till the end of time © *Gem* Copyright©GemmaStott2005 (Love does funny things to you.)",2005-05-18,2007-04-12,180920
115,"2018-02-27 02:29:59","This Is Anything Except A Mistake","Tiffany Marie",2003-06-23,4.7,215,"I loved him so much, I decided that it was time, To give him something, Of a whole new kind. I thought that I was too young, But he reasurred me, That he had loved me forever, And he would never hurt me. I trusted him, And let him do what he wanted. Now I got something new coming, Something unwanted. How could this be? I am too young, To have a child, As quick as it sprung. I never thought that this would happen, At least not to me. I thought that this only happened, In shows on TV. Now I know how they feel, When they dont know what to do. I want to be happy, But that feeling is not true. I will love this child, No matter what, I want to be its mother, But... I am still in high school, I need this time, To be my own person, And to take my time. I dont know how to raise a kid, I cant be a mom. I havent even lived any of my life, I havent even been to prom. This is a win/lose situation, There are going to be ups and downs. We are going to start planing, Start setting our grounds. So, I have 9 months to think, But no matter what, I will have this child, And with me he will live in our rut. This was my creation, That I can not fake. This baby is many things, But not a mistake. (Please Comment)",2003-06-23,,23574
116,"2018-02-27 02:30:00","I LOVE YOU SO MUCH",fatima,2007-08-13,5.0,16,"I love you more than, the stars in the sky, More than the soil on this earth. I love you more, than the drops of rain, More than anything given birth. I love you more than, A rose would love it's petals. I love you more than, A black smith would his metals. I love you more than, the beach would love it's sand. I love you more than, A gardener would love his land. I love you more than, The sun would love it's shine. I love more than, A drinker would love his wine. I love you more than, The moon would love it's dust. I love you more than, A planet would love it's crust. I love more than, My heart loves to beat. I love you more than, Having a shade in the burning heat. I love more than, Words can ever tell. I wish I'd told you how much, I love you, when you were in my hold. It hurts so much that i have, All this love for and you've not been told. I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH",2007-08-13,2007-08-13,22751
117,"2018-02-27 02:30:03","If I am Not Here Tomorrow",Amit,2005-04-30,4.6,266,"If I am not here with you tomorrow, There is something I want you to see, I loved you from the core of my heart, Remeber you were everything to me. Remember my love in each word I said, my love did not change like the weather. Remember the little fights we used to have, and the times both of us spent together. You controlled my way of living from there, you were the bearer of my heart and soul. You were the princess of my dreams, the one who made me feel as a whole. Remember I loved you with all my heart, I loved you like none else can ever do. I never asked for anything in return, my love was unconditional and true. Remember the joyous time we spent, and the happiest moments left behind. Remeber my touch, my warm embrace, Someone like me you will never find. Does not matter where life will take us, maybe, we will be forced to separate. we have no guarantee of being together, we will have to bear our lonely fate. So if I am not here with you tomorrow, because tomorrow is never promised, Just remember what I meant to you, the one who taught you what true love is. please vote...",2005-04-30,,19206
118,"2018-02-27 02:30:07","Once Upon A Time",JustKristina,2008-10-17,4.8,15,"Once upon a time. A girl believed in you. Fairytales and happy endings. Always coming true. Once upon a time. This girl was happy and free. This storm upon the horizon. No one bothered to see. But once upon a time. The rain began to fall. And you, Prince Charming, ran. Leaving her with it all. Now Little Cinderella. Stands lone in the rain. Listening to the thunder. Watching her life change. She glances all around. Seeing love as being her crime But never again will she see A once upon a time.",2008-10-17,2008-10-17,11782
119,"2018-02-27 02:30:08",Inside,Rachelle,2008-07-08,4.6,19,"Bottled up inside are the words I never said The feelings that I hide The lines u never read. You can see it in my eyes you can read it on my face Trapped inside are lies Of the past I can't replace. With memories that linger Won't seem to go away Why can't I just be happier? Today's a brand-new day. Yesterdays are over Even though the hunting's not Nothing lasts forever I must cherish what I've got. Don't take my love for granted For soon it will be gone all u ever wanted was the love u thought you'd won. The hurt I'm feeling Won't disappear over night But someway, somehow, Everything will be all right. No more wishing for the past It wasn't meant to be It didn't seem to last, So I have to set him free.",2008-07-08,2008-08-22,8066
120,"2018-02-27 02:30:12","How much I love you","Poetic Ninja aka Papachopchop",2007-12-23,4.9,10,"Sometimes when I sit, And stare at the stars above, My thoughts turn to you, The one that I love. Why do I love you, The way that I do, Maybe you will understand, By the time I am through. When I hear your voice, I am filled with much cheer, And multiply that by ten, Every time that you're near. I can not even describe, What happens when we touch, I guess that is because, I love you so much. I get lost in your eyes, Even to this day, The feeling is right, But do you feel the same? you are beautiful and funny, Outgoing and smart, Only you can unlock, The key to this heart. If it proves not to be, I will just sit and wait, Because with the love I have, It is never too late.",2007-12-23,2007-12-23,3861
122,"2018-02-27 02:30:17","This feeling",Stacey,2007-02-06,4.9,27,"This feeling is new to me i have never felt anything like this before i love it, this is how it should be i am not sad anymore ever since we started talking im so happy all the time i smile more often and laugh so much i cant wait to see how i will act when you are actually mine when we talk i get butterflies as if i was a little girl you make me feel this way without a try i wouldnt trade this feeling for the world you make me smile when i thought i never would you make me laugh when i thought nobody could you brighten my day with one smile i havent felt this way in quite a while i began to lose hope i thought i would never find anyone but you gave me that hope you are the one",2007-02-06,,18787
123,"2018-02-27 02:30:19",Reverie,"Beautiful Chaos",2008-10-28,5.0,15,"I wish to dream the day away Lost in thought of yesterday When tender lips caressed my skin Drew me down and pulled me in Those eyes that spoke of raw submission Mind and body, requisition Demanding hungers, unquenched thirst Pounding hearts about to burst Alas the ringing wakes my mind I'm back at work and undefined Within the crowd, just a face A secret lust I can't erase I bear the minutes, count the seconds Through it all your memory beckons Soon I'll race to be with you Living what my daydream knew",2008-10-28,,4051
124,"2018-02-27 02:30:21","Truly Loving Someone",LoveTear,2008-07-22,4.9,10,"* If u truly love someone, u'll let her be herself around u, If u truly love someone, u'll like her strengths as well as her weaknesses, If u truly love someone, u'll be thankful for every little thing she does for u, If u truly love someone, u'll accept her compliments as well as her criticisms, If u truly love someone, u'll understand her when wants to keep a secret, If u truly love someone, u'll be with her through her happiness and sorrow, If u truly love someone, u'll always protect and defend her, If u truly love someone, u'll share her hopes and wish for the best, If u truly love someone, u'll embrace her culture, tradition and way of life, If u truly love someone, u'll never hurt her intentionally, If u truly love someone, u'll be a shoulder to lean and cry on, If u truly love someone, u'll trust her on her words without a doubt, If u truly love someone, u'll hold her hand when things get rough, If u truly love someone, u'll help her achieve and accomplish all her dreams, If u truly love someone, u'll open up your heart to her, to experience new beginnings... * ~~~ This is one of my favorite ... Dedicated to all in love and ESPECIALLY FOR MY SWEETHEART ~~",2008-07-22,2008-08-10,11916
125,"2018-02-27 02:30:21","Forever and Always",Darien,2006-07-10,4.7,300,"Forever and Always Waiting at the altar with a single rose, My eyes caught hers and then I froze. Smiling at me from across the room, She is my bride, and I am her groom. The wedding march plays for awhile, Gracefully she walks down the aisle. As she approaches I see a vivid light, She is my angel all dressed in white. Her eyes glistened through her veil, Like something out of a fairy tale. She spoke with her cute subtle tone, Promising we would never be alone. ""I will always be here to lend a hand, Just remember I am forever your man. I'm at your side through thick and thin, Together on this journey we will win."" My wedding vows saved in my head, About to speak but I stopped instead. Staring right at her my words choked, But something from my heart spoke. I looked at her, and then said aloud, 'Forever and always' is what I vowed. ""From here on out we start a new life, Together forever, as husband and wife.""",2006-07-10,2007-04-13,39654
126,"2018-02-27 02:30:26",Key,David,2007-01-08,5.0,27,"The key to my heart, Forgotten, its vague memory long since have part, I'd like to know, if you dont mind, What it looked like, and what kind? When you stole it was it golden? Did it shine in the sun? Set with sparkling jewels, and links strengthened as to never be undone? Or was it just plain and simple? Cold to the touch, Silver and indistinguishable, Looks never mattering much. Was it a skeleton key? Entrapment of nameless pain, A symbol of grieving and, Happinesses ultimate bane Did it weigh in your pocket? And play with your head? Was its presence unbearable, Keeping you awake in your bed? Would it whisper in your ear? A craving for turn of the lock, Could you ignore its ceaseless cry And its confident, gloating mock? Is that why you stand before me? Empty arms outstretched you see, Asking yourself why oh why, You threw away this key...",2007-01-08,2007-01-09,17119
127,"2018-02-27 02:30:28","The Reasons I love you","David Munoz",2004-03-19,4.4,433,"The Smell of your hair The taste of your kiss These are the things That I will always miss The sound of your voice The feel of your hand They affect me in ways You could never understand The love in your heart The peace in your eyes They make me feel Like I want to cry You are a gift That God gave to me And I can just feel That we are meant to be I'll love you forever I hope you do too For it's only a short while Before we say ""I do""",2004-03-19,2008-03-02,460423
128,"2018-02-27 02:30:29",Memories,"David Munoz",2004-09-12,4.6,133,"As I lay on my bed And stare into space My mind drifts back To the memory of your face The memory of the first time That you smiled at me And made me dream of you And what we could be The memory of the night That we shared our first kiss That feeling of wonder That feeling of bliss The memory of the moment That you said ""I love you"" And promised me one day That you'd say ""I Do"" The memory of the day That you said ""Goodbye"" And left me alone Just wanting to die The memory of the pain When I next saw your face And you turned away Filled with disgrace The memory of you As you walked away And just left me there With nothing to say The memories begin to fade Until I can no longer see your face You leave me alone again Just staring into space",2004-09-12,2007-04-16,14513
129,"2018-02-27 02:30:29","MY LOVE FOR YOU iS REAL..",thalia,2008-07-02,4.9,17,"Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky, I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why? Why do I love you? I think and smile, because I know the list could run on for miles. The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch, so many little things that make me love you so much. The way you support me, and help with my emotions, the way that you care and show such devotion. The way that your kiss, fills me with desire, and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire. The way your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is where I want to be. The way that I feel when you're by my side, a sense of completion and overflowing pride. The dreams that I dream, that all involve you, the possibilities I see and the things we can do. How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart, how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part. I could go on for days, telling of what I feel, but all you really must know is my love for you is real.",2008-07-02,,10861
130,"2018-02-27 02:30:31","Love In The Form Of A Wrecking Ball",BREEawNUHH,2008-07-21,4.9,11,"Take my heart and hold my hand, you're the only one who understands. But you know that my heart has been broken, so this love has to stay unspoken. You're everything I've ever looked for, and these feelings I cannot ignore. I feel so lost that it feels like I'm in a maze, I want you to find me; I can't count the ways. You are perfection at it's very best, no one compares; there is no contest. Every time you look into my eyes, you're able to remove my every disguise. Only you can break down this wall, it's love in the form of a wrecking ball. I can only hope that you can see, I love you; can you say you love me? Briana Coulter 07/21/08",2008-07-21,2008-07-21,6977
131,"2018-02-27 02:30:32","Her dream guy....","Matthew Schut",2012-01-19,5.0,9,"She goes home every night and dreams, holding her pillow close to her heart. Maybe one day she will finally find him, the one she has dreamt of from the start. Her hair sways so beautifully, her smile lightens a room. She has the sweetest personality, and a delightful smelling perfume. Every day she calls me up, explaining how she wants to find him. She tells me that he does not exist, and her hope is starting to dim. I gently tell her that he will come, knowing that she could break into tears. Deep down I think to myself, what about me, we have known each other for so many years. But I never say anything about how I feel because it could ruin our friendship, so I try to console her every day, holding her up, so she does not slip. How long must I live this way? I just wish she could open her eyes and see, that I will cherish her for the rest of my life, and she would forever be happy with me. As sad as it is, I'm still here waiting, I will be here for her until the very end. Every night I wish she was mine, but she only sees me as a friend...",2012-01-19,,3745
132,"2018-02-27 02:30:32","If You Are My Shooting Star",IdTakeABulletForYou,2007-06-03,4.9,25,"Your memory will always linger here inside my head. All the days together I will cherish 'till I'm dead. I constantly remind myself I'll never see your face again -- What was once will never be, ... nor will it be erased. I'm trying hard to get along aware you are forever gone. I find my mind wanders towards you even when I don't want it to. I know I'm breaking into pieces; -- I can't seem to let you go. The memories, so haunting, still... I cannot let them go. It's tough to try and ease this pain without seeing your smiling face... my lips so dry, my eyes... so Lost. I'd do anything to hold your hand, but you have taken off... I fear living this lonesome life without a hand to hold. All this time you soothed my heart, and now, it's growing cold. Tell me, what am I to do when I am not looking at you? A home so solemn; empty, bare. I wake up thinking you are there... -- But I am all alone. I know It's in the past and I have got to find a way to let myself accept the fact that you have gone away. Truth be told, I'm worried still, that I won't stay alive -- How can I exist if there's no way I can survive without you? If you are My Shooting Star -- what will I do now that you're gone? All my wishes won't be granted cause there's nothing to wish on... (Shooting stars come only once, Make sure you make your wish. For shooting stars go only forward; gone in just a mere instant. ~ Shooting Stars are in the sky, you watch as one passes you by. You make a wish, hope it comes true. I always wait, but They Never Do.) Thanks for reading =] Please comment and/or rate accordingly. ~Stephen White",2007-06-03,2007-06-03,14150
133,"2018-02-27 02:30:35","Because You Loved Me",Deana,2007-09-02,5.0,28,"Because You Loved Me My spirit soared upon the wind My dreams returned so sweet again A rose felt soft, the birds flew free All this and more, because you loved me A heart once broken begins to heal An empty soul begins to feel Eyes once misty begin to see A new voice sings, because you loved me Fairies dance in fantasy Upon the shores of an emerald sea Passions fire fulfilled in dreams Sensual longings, because you loved me An aching heart no longer seeks Empty arms no longer reach My mind ,my heart , my soul agree I am at peace, because you loved me",2007-09-02,,13996
134,"2018-02-27 02:30:38",Today,Cale,2009-06-09,4.8,19,"Today you became my girlfriend. You the girl I have been trying to find. You are everything i want and more. And now I'm glad that your all mine. Today we have been together six months. Our love is more on fire than ever. You amaze me more every single day. And you make me look forward to forever. Today I asked you to be my wife. You now have a ring on your left hand. I cant wait to start our lives together. We already have most of the wedding planned. Today I found out you were in a car wreck. They say the other driver was drunk. I am scared but still have hopes to marry you. But when the doctor told me the news my heart sunk. Today I was going to marry you. Instead I have tears rolling down my face. We planned to have hundreds of flowers. But on your grave only lays a single vase. Today would be our 25th wedding anniversary. But when your true love dies. Your left here on earth alone. Looking for your angel in the skies. Today we would finally be old together. But only one rocking chair blows in the wind. I sit here just like every other day. Thinking about the girl who was my best friend. Today I get to join you in heaven. The hospital sounds i now barely hear. Everyone has said goodbye and I'm ready to go. Finally I feel you again and you are near.",2009-06-09,2012-03-12,10722
135,"2018-02-27 02:30:42","Never Let Go",Tara,2003-12-27,4.6,155,"So restless at night, when I dream of you I open my eyes, hoping it came true. It didn't again so with tears in my eyes I hold my pillow to soften the cries. But distance means nothing in love that's true And though I long for one touch from you, I'll squeeze that pillow while we're apart, You hold me too, you hold my heart. No one has ever made me feel so complete, My whole life was lived just so we could meet. I'll dream of you now, on into the night, Hoping that soon you'll be holding me tight. My dreams will come true one day, I know, Just hold me close, and never let go.",2003-12-27,2007-04-12,55715
136,"2018-02-27 02:30:44","Your More Then Just A Friend",Ashlee,2004-11-04,4.6,187,"I Told You This Once, Yes I'll Tell You Again. You Mean The World To Me, Your More Then A Friend. No Matter What Happens, I'll Always Be There. Through Thick And Thin, I'll Always Care. I Try To Put In Words, The Way You Make Me Feel Inside. I'm Sorry I Can't Help The Way, My Feelings Sometimes Hide. My Feelings Haven't Changed, At All From The Start. I Love You More Then Anything, With All Of My Heart. I'll Make You A Promise, If Your Promise Me Too. That We'll Be Together Forever, And Our Love Will Stay True. My Love For You Is Ever Lasting, Never Will It End. Hopefully By Now You've Realized, Your More Then Just A Friend. Plz Comment =)thx",2004-11-04,2007-05-03,75484
137,"2018-02-27 02:30:45","If You... :D",Hallucinostic,2011-07-15,4.7,19,"If you were a ""booger"", I won't blow my nose. If you were a ""drug"", I guess I'll overdose. If you were a ""brain"", I will always think, I think? If you were ""feet"", girl, you will never stink. I'll never, ever wear the same socks twice. I promise not to use shoes that are not your size. I'll savor your aroma that is so chocolatey sweet. I'd love to tickle them toes baby, that is, if you were feet. If you were a ""year"", you'll always be new. If you were ""coffee"", Starbucks' would be ew! compared to you. If you were ""glue"", I'll stick around with you. If you were a ""color"", y'know I'll never make you blue. Purple yes, Barney-purple probably. My favorite time is in the shower singin' ""I love you, you love me..."". I might mumble and the lyrics may get jumbled. Come here sing with me and, BABY! Welcome to the jungle! If you were ""marijuana"", I won't say ""I'll pass."". If you were ""dance"", see me shake my sexy, skinny..... Thang! If you were a ""tire"", you'll never get flat. If you were ""food"", you'll never get me fat. Chinese food, Sushi, tv remote? Or whatever's in the freezer, cooking delicious YOU will always be a leisure. Eating YOU makes me forget everythi-""HOLY SH!T! The kitchen's on fire! Anyways, you're hotter baby, my only burning desire. If you were a ""sleeping bag"", I'd love to sleep all day. If you were a ""beard"", I'll never, ever shave. If you were a ""camping trip"", I'll live my life in a tent. If you were a ""love story"", I'd never want it to end. It will start and we'll always stay happy, I won't mind if there are times that are too sappy. After all, it is your smile that I'm after, and of course, your love, forever after.",2011-07-15,2011-07-23,4593
138,"2018-02-27 02:30:49","Falling In Love",Korrie,2004-08-12,4.6,141,"It's hard for me to say this, It's hard to put into words. The way I feel about you, Cuz I'm afraid of getting hurt. I'm afraid that I'm falling for you, My heart has hit the floor. I hate to be without you, It makes me want you more. I love it when you hold me, And look into my eyes. I love to feel your body, When it's pressed against mine. I love to wake up next to you, All curled up in your arms. Where I know you'll keep me safe, From any kind of harm. Every time I'm with you, There's a constant smile on my face. The piece missing from my heart, You have somehow replaced. I want to tell you, How I really feel. But I find it hard to admit, That this is all so real. You know that I care about you, But you don't know how much. I find myself falling in love, With someone I feel I can trust. I don't want to scare you away, I just wanted you to know. The way I feel about you, As it continues to grow. Once again I am risking my heart, In hopes that you feel the same. But if you don't, let me know, So I can deal with the pain.",2004-08-12,,12393
139,"2018-02-27 02:30:50","Blinded By A Player's Smile",TinyDancer46,2005-12-13,4.9,39,"I was blinded by his smile I was thrown off by his words The pretty lies he said to me Were the cutest lies I'd heard His eyes could see right through me His touch could make me weak The way he sometimes looked at me Would sweep me off my feet I was blinded by his smile And I guess I couldn't see What my friends knew all along.... He was only playing me But I just went along with it For I thought he was the one I didn't know it was a game That only he had won.... Then one day I realized That a lie was all we were The tears rolled down my cheeks When I saw him holding her Now I feel like such a fool For believing for a while So why am I still longing for That player's stupid smile... ='(",2005-12-13,2005-12-13,3309
140,"2018-02-27 02:30:54","Ours to Keep","Katie Lady",2009-07-18,4.8,12,"I look at you with a smile on my face For finally you and I have a place Together at last, just you and me, allowed to talk and laugh and be The empty void and all the fears are filled with love and future years In your arms, safe at long last, not worried about your hurtful past All loves forgotten as we lay in bed, closing my eyes as I rest my head, my heart being stronger than ever before A new chapter, an open door, hoping that as we walk through neither of us will need more glue No broken pieces, nor falling apart just togetherness, a fresh new start Holding you close as I sing our song, thinking you lusted, but I was wrong You chose me, and we're taking the leap I hope ours is a love to keep",2009-07-18,2010-02-06,10489
141,"2018-02-27 02:30:55","I Want , Never Gets",Kathryn,2004-12-23,4.5,82,"I can't believe how Long its taken, Or how we got here. Ive loved you since forever, Yet only for 4 year. I want our lips to touch, And our hands to hold. I want to feel your body, Comfort me when i am cold. I want to kiss in public, And not to be afraid. I want to live together, In a home that we have made. In the morning when we wake, I want to see you smile. Tell me that you love me, And that its all worth while. I don't want empty words, Or you to tell me lies. I might seem vunerable, But deep down i am wise. My only dream i wish, Is that someday it shall come true. That you will love me, As much as i love you.",2004-12-23,2007-07-10,200884
142,"2018-02-27 02:31:00","Crushed Because I'll Never Be","Sarah Ann",2007-04-28,5.0,10,"He makes me feel like I belong When I am hurt and all is wrong His words are angelic and sweet Without him I feel incomplete My days are lonely, nights are worse My heart is blackened with a curse I try to tell him everyday But his heart only turns away He cares for me...but not like this I'm crushed by lips I've never kissed Sweeping me away in his eyes His handshake gives me butterflies How do I explain: my heart melts And he's the greatest love I've felt His laugh can make my stomach churn There's nothing more in life I yearn Then to feel him lying close with me Breathing the lonesome air I breathe How do I tell this heart of mine To love somebody else this time? He cannot tell I'm short of breath With heavy feelings in my chest Losing nerve each time he speaks This helplessness makes me feel weak For I am just a friend...he knows He has a girl he calls his own. How do I tell this heart of mine To love somebody else this time? For in his heart I'll never be His one and only fantasy",2007-04-28,,3431
143,"2018-02-27 02:31:05","Hoping You Won't See",Julie,2007-06-14,4.9,16,"I can't look you in the eyes I'm afraid that you will see. The yearning I feel inside for what I know could never be. I try to fight the feelings and what I long to say. But every time it gets harder to just let you walk away. If only you knew the truth hidden beneath the lies. If only you could hear every time that my heart cries. How can something that feels so right ever be so wrong. When will the wanting stop it seems I've wanted you for so long. God, but your beautiful and oh how I yearn for just your touch. Never could there ever be someone who longs for you so much. But what I feel for you must stay hidden deep within. For I could never fight for a love I know I cannot win. So I'll silently keep wishing for what I know could never be. And yearning for you but yet hoping you won't see.",2007-06-14,,4121
144,"2018-02-27 02:31:05","All pretend..","BECCA lessTHANthree",2005-10-10,5.0,13,"Im glad that it ended… Before anything was really there… Im glad that it ended.. Before I started to care.. When I said that I loved you.. From now till the end.. I was just being nice.. It was all pretend Your not that cute.. And I wasn’t that happy.. And that song u wrote me.. I hate it.. its crappy.. You don’t make me smile.. Yes.. I lied to my freinds.. I was just being nice.. It was all pretend.. && The way you looked When you looked in my eyes.. Wasn’t special to me.. And it doesn’t now make me cry.. And I didn’t really care about.. The notes you would send.. I said It to be nice.. It was really all pretend.. && everything we had.. was really nothing at all I don’t care that’s its over.. Your not worth the fall.. && remember on the phone When we talked from dark till light Well, I don’t remember it at all.. ;; it was just another stupid night and when you held me close.. and let me cry in your shirt it didn’t help at all.. I still thought you were dirt And the night that you kissed me Under the star lit sky And told me that youd love me Until the day you die;; it didn't really faze me.. I never wanted a boyfriend.. Everything we ever had.. To me was just pretend.. And when I said I was okay… That since you left I haven’t cried.. I was trying to sound strong.. But the truth is.. I lied =(",2005-10-10,2006-11-14,3558
145,"2018-02-27 02:31:09","Every Season","Goran Rahim",2006-05-12,4.8,94,"Tonight, I tried to As much as I could Write some nice words about you. But my pen froze As soon as I wrote, I love you. When I asked for the reason The pen said, She doesn't deserve your love, Like the colors of the leaves She changes every season.",2006-05-12,2007-04-25,75621
146,"2018-02-27 02:31:13","Love or True love",David,2007-04-08,4.2,301,"Read and find out soon how you feel If its true love or just love it'll tell you exactly if its real Love is often in the air Yet True love owns your heart Love always comes together Yet True love never falls apart Love ignores all the lies Yet True love knows the truth Love is the reason Yet True love is the proof Love keeps you warm at night Yet True love keeps you awake Love is real, what you see Yet True love is never fake",2007-04-08,2007-04-12,18503
147,"2018-02-27 02:31:18","Only A Feeling",Dennis,2008-03-09,4.9,26,"Soft breath on my face yours only in sleep Warm hugs from your arms bring comfort to keep The softness of your skin...the dampness in your eyes Bring unspoken words to me...they tell me no lies Your hand that holds mine...ever gripping but free Each hug of your fingers a squeeze just for me Your lips that are smiling that shows in your eyes These things that I need to make my sun rise Tell me you love me just once every day Ever warming my heart in your unspoken way Kiss me while I'm sleeping...I'll know that you do Quiet ways that you love me that carry me through I'll tell you I love you in my own special way Returning your hugs...holding hands as we play A kiss for you only...feel the love in my touch I'll show you my feelings...but never too much The tear down your cheek when we say our goodbyes From the lump in my throat and the sting in my eyes When days feel like seconds...and a second a day So it's only a feeling...but it's like that...love's way",2008-03-09,,5605
148,"2018-02-27 02:31:20","I Secretly Love You",Kristina,2007-09-14,5.0,16,"Why do I hide my feelings for you? When I know you like me back. You're all I ever think about, And I know you think about me, too. All my friends tell me you like me, But I don't listen to them, I just pretend you don't, Cause I'm afraid of getting hurt, again. I really want to be with you though, More than anything in the world, I think you're my true love, The one I will always adore. I love when you give me hugs And when you hold my hand. When you put your arm around me, And you hold onto me tightly. I wish I could tell you the truth, About the love I feel for you, The way you're never off my mind And how I wish you were mine. Copyright © July 26, 2007 - Kristina M",2007-09-14,,11916
149,"2018-02-27 02:31:21","Just A Friend","Emily Strickland",2004-07-12,4.4,145,"Inside Of My Head Is Where I Play Pretend I Pretend That Your My Lover Instead Of Just My Friend The Love I Have For You I Am Forced To Keep Inside Locked Away Within My Heart Are Where These Feelings Hide I Dream About You Each Night Wondering If You Dream Of Me Too I Wish I Could Just Come Out And Tell You That I Like You These Feelings That I Have I've Never Felt Before I Know That We Are Friends But I Still Want Something More If Only There Was Someway I Could Just Get You To See How I Feel About You Then Maybe We Could Be But For Now All I Can Do Is Sit And Play Pretend And Hope Someday You'll Be My Lover Instead Of Just My Friend",2004-07-12,2008-06-09,8384
150,"2018-02-27 02:31:24","Ivory Black","Karl Wild GG23",2006-12-13,4.8,94,"I fell in love with a girl, Who's heart was Ivory Black, My life began to unfurl, And quickly fell off track. I realized her love was an illusion, A far, ever distant mirage, And I've come to the conclusion, Her love was a barrage. A barrage of evil hate, Sent to saturate my soul, My heart her pain did desecrate, But my love's now on parole. On parole from her evil hold, Running to never look back, In search of a heart of Gold, And not one of Ivory Black. When I find this Golden love, One I've searched for, for so long, My soul will fly free, like a dove, Into a heart where I belong. I'll then bury her heart in the ground, And remove it's evil seeds, So it can't grow or ever be found, As forever, Ivory Black it bleeds.",2006-12-13,2007-04-11,52006
151,"2018-02-27 02:31:26","Fairytale love","Karl Wild GG23",2007-05-24,4.9,33,"I gave up my entire world for you, While you promised to do the same, It was fairytale love, we tried to pursue, Now your saying someone else's name. I guess I should have read the signs, On my way through lonely town, I should have read between the lines, For I'd have surely turned around. You said it would be you and me, No matter what anyone tried to say, At least for now, I'll have to disagree, I'm not fond of these games you play. If I gave you time to change my mind, You'd say exactly what I needed to hear, Find a way just to leave the past behind, While making the future so perfectly clear. You talk your way back into my heart, Expecting acceptance for all your deceit, I once felt the sorrow when we were apart, Now being without you makes me complete.",2007-05-24,,14649
152,"2018-02-27 02:31:29","Cos I believe in you (Lyric)",Ash,2008-04-28,4.9,12,"Cos I believe in you, no matter what you say or do. Cos I believe in you, if only you really knew. Cos I believe in you, I just want you to know it's true. Cos I believe in you. I see the tears in your eyes everyday, feeling the pain which shadows stay. I can't believe how brave you can be, even through the face of all you see. And I just want you to know, that no matter where you go. I'll stand by your side and hold your head up high, I'll wipe away your tears and help your spirits fly. Cos I believe in you, no matter what you say or do. Cos I believe in you, if only you really knew. Cos I believe in you, I just want you to know it's true. Cos I believe in you. I've seen you shatter too many times, I don't want you to carry along those lines. I want to be the reason of life for you, I want to be the hope that keeps you renewed. Cos I can't watch the tears in your eyes, and I can't take the continual lies. Just share your pain with me, in your eyes that shining light I want to see. Cos I believe in you, no matter what you say or do. Cos I believe in you, if only you really knew. Cos I believe in you, I just want you to know it's true. Cos I believe in you. Hard days pass by so quick, it feels like you've been whipped with a stick. I know you're trying to hold on with dear life, But I just want to end this strife. Give me your hand, let me take you to another land. Where my love will be enough to help you grow. And happiness and joy I'll show. Cos I believe in you, no matter what you say or do. Cos I believe in you, if only you really knew. Cos I believe in you, I just want you to know it's true. Cos I believe in you. I promise to be there for you, I'll never break your heart so true. I'll never give you a reason to cry. I'll return those hopes and dreams in your eyes. I'll be your strength when you're down, And I'll lift your spirits from the ground. I'll show you the the road of a happy life, and you'll never have to see that knife. Cos I believe in you, no matter what you say or do. Cos I believe in you, if only you really knew. Cos I believe in you, remember this is true. Cos I believe in you... I wish there was more that I could do, but I'm stuck in this place without any clue. I wish I could be your reason for life, I wish I could end this tortured strife. Yeah, I know I'm just a fool, I say many things but can't really do. But I wouldn't make promises I can't fulfill, I wouldn't take the chance for fear to instill. Cos I believe in you, no matter what you say or do. Cos I believe in you, if only you really knew. Cos I believe in you, remember this is true. Cos I believe in you. I've seen the pain in your eyes, tried to brush away those lies, but deep down inside I felt your pain, and I still think God's not fair to play this game. I want to raise your hopes once again, tell you that this tortured life will end. I wanna build those dreams that once broke, I wanna show you the life that God took. Cos I believe in you, no matter what you say or do. Cos I believe in you, if only you really knew. Cos I believe in you, remember this is true. Cos I believe in you.",2008-04-28,2008-05-22,8894
153,"2018-02-27 02:31:33","Hanging By A Moment",Gem,2007-09-18,4.9,32,"She's hanging by a moment, suspended in time Watching from the window, thoughts lost in her mind The rain patters gently, a comforting sound Falling from the heavens, splashing on the ground A hurricane of questions, overwhelms her brain Yet it only took one to drive her insane All that was needed was a simple yes or no Instead she had mumbled that she had to go Etched in her mind was the memory of his face When she'd hurried away as if running a race The hurt and confusion in his eyes was so clear How could she have hurt someone so dear She heard a door open and the sound of footsteps So she braced herself for his outburst of upset In a flurry of raindrops and wind from outside He came rushing in like a great ocean tide ""Darling, I'm sorry i scared you so bad It's just you're the best thing in life I've had But I'll wait for you sweetheart, you just take your time I'll be hanging by a moment 'til you give me the sign"" She took in his appearance, his eyes full of hope He was asking for her love, not rushing to elope She knew then and there what her answer would be And surprised, even herself, by dropping to one knee ""You're all that i want honey, out of this life So please do me the honor of making me your wife"" He gave a smile she hadn't realised she'd missed ""Nothing would make me happier."" He smiled with a kiss *Gem* Copyright©GemmaStott2007 20.39",2007-09-18,,18980
154,"2018-02-27 02:31:36","Love you forever","Absolute Broken Perfection",2006-04-11,4.9,25,"You ask me how long I'll love you. Forever isn't good enough, eternity seems like just a night. I say I'll love you always, you say thats not quite right. How about this. I will stop loving you : When roses turn blue, and violets turn red. When clouds begin falling, when you leave my head. When I stop missing you, when I run out of tears to cry. I will love you always, until the day I die.",2006-04-11,2009-01-19,7498
155,"2018-02-27 02:31:36","One Night Of Bliss (Collab)","End Of Eternity",2007-05-10,5.0,18,"Needing to quench this thirst Love's desire burning Just one night is all I need Fulfilling my bodies yearning Squeeze this trigger of love Gently blow my soul away With your fingers of magic Leave scars for every day Erasing passions feelings Wanting you to hold me tight Bring on waves of ecstasy Take me through this lonely night Kiss me beneath my skin Drink my lips sweet like wine Play with my lonely fingertips Touch every vein of mine With your loves warm caress Take me to another place Igniting fire in my soul Staying forever in your embrace Blend with my soul tonight And let me breathe for you Wrap my heart within yours Melting one body, no more two Pacifying our bodies needs Losing myself in your kiss Your touch leaving memories Of our one night of bliss Written By: End Of Eternity and Cynthia Graver May 10, 2007",2007-05-10,,10379
156,"2018-02-27 02:31:37","You're the Only One",AlexTheLion11,2007-08-07,5.0,11,"Tears don't solve your problems, You know they never do. But if I had a choice- To where to spend my days, I'd spend them all with you. Even though you make me feel bad, You're the only one. Who understands my life; Every mistake I've ever done. I never want to lose you, I never want to fight. I want to spend all my days with you, Even in the night. Each and every word I write, Is coming from my heart. And all I've ever asked for, Is for us to never part. Please know- Each and every poem, Is a poem just for you. And I'm happy when you say I love you, Because I'll always love you too.",2007-08-07,,7607
157,"2018-02-27 02:31:38","Embers Burn","Twisted Heart",2009-07-06,5.0,10,"As sorrow drifts among my dreams And night fades in to gray I see the passion in the eyes Of love that went away Into the mist of broken hearts Are souls left in decay Along the edge of sanity True heartache seems to play All embers burn against the mind As beats in hearts are lost A second timed inside the soul Thoughts in the wind are tossed Now hope has found no refuge here And pain has caused a frost So deep the cold within ourselves A trust is what it cost A flicker of a firelight That burnt so long ago Now holds the arms of emptiness Inside its wanton glow How true the heart has failed this time And crumbles deep the soul As embers die inside the mind There's answers left to know Burn love of life within the heart As steady sees the night The fire faint, the embers burnt Then dashed the faded light And though you try to gain again You try with all your might Without the faith of constant time There dies the will to fight So thus in tears, you shroud yourself As truth hides in disgrace No time to hold on to the thoughts For lies are what you face Your will is bent beyond repair Now heartache's found its place Among the embers of the burn Within true pain's embrace",2009-07-06,,2920
158,"2018-02-27 02:31:39","Hide and Seek for Lovers","Quietly Versed",2009-01-13,5.0,14,"Suddenly I have lost you Your disposition shifting like the hands of time, the emotion of you revolving. Our resolve to make no game of this Perplexed with hypocrisy, Which of us is hiding, which of us is seeking? This effortless knowledge of you Takes place in the heart of ambiguity. Like a child I find you and then conceal myself. Infantile and amused at the thrill of you, I close my eyes as if to count to ten. Intentionally allowing you to slip from sight, Unsure if I will discover you once more. And you hesitantly withdraw, Unsure if I will open my eyes to find you.",2009-01-13,2009-01-17,9136
159,"2018-02-27 02:31:44","Paint a Smile",Chris,2007-06-05,4.8,21,"Paint a perfect smile Straight onto my face Wash it off good Don't leave any trace Of our happy times The days we shared Hours of togetherness Back when we cared But we lost touch My hand slipped from yours We went our ways And closed open doors Then times got tough I needed you My heart was empty My sadness grew I silently wept As you left me there Lost and alone I just can't bare Another lost heart Or even more crying I can't handle much Of anyone's lying I need someone here To do what you never would Paint a permanent smile The way you never could",2007-06-05,,7091
160,"2018-02-27 02:31:45","I'm scared","¤~¤KAYLA MAE¤~¤",2004-08-22,4.6,250,"I'm scared to get too close to you and then you'll run away I'm scared to love you and afraid you won't stay. I'm scared you'll only hurt me when I think it's true I'm scared you won't be there at the time I need you. I'm scared you won't like me in that special way I'm scared you wont need me not now or any day. I'm scared you'll tell me lies and I'll believe them one by one I'm scared to see the truth and see it was just for fun. I'm scared to trust you when you say you'll always be here I'm scared to believe you and that there was nothing there. I'm scared you'll tell me you love me when it wasn't true I'm scared you'll say you want me for me but really for what you thought I'd do. ~*~ please vote and comment ~*~",2004-08-22,,23357
163,"2018-02-27 02:31:49","If Only (You Knew)",├Truely_Spoken┤,2005-08-06,4.5,474,"© Francisco Guzman 2005 I got a few things I have to get off my chest... If only you knew... What they are If only you knew, How my heart skips a beat Every time you pass by If only you knew, How it tears me apart Every time I see you cry If only you knew, How I lose my words Every time I hear your voice If only you knew, How great it is to have known you It makes my heart rejoice If only you knew, How I feel about you, Maybe you would admit it too If only you knew, What I feel Every time I am near you If only you knew How comforting it is When you hold me If only you knew, How soothing a single Touch from you can be If only you knew, How my soul rises, Every second we spend time together If only you knew, How I long for you It seems to last days and days after forever If only you knew, That all I want is a single chance To prove myself Then you would realize how happy you could be If only you knew, How much I care about you And how much I adore you Then maybe you would notice me If only you knew, How much I vision you Then you would know, How thoughts about you race across my mind If only you knew, How often I wish for you; How you are my secret desire And how within you I hope it is love I find If only you knew, What you do to me, Every time I see you Then you would know that I love you And if only I knew, That I had the strength Within myself to say these things to you Then maybe you would love me too ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~",2005-08-06,2007-07-14,23386
164,"2018-02-27 02:31:51","Rear View Mirror Of What Shouldn't Be",Melpomene,2007-11-14,4.1,19,"The present so beautiful shows the joys of our love, Washing pain away into the depths of blazing oceans, Hold onto my heart don't let it slip through fingers, For all I have given you will be swept out to sea, Becoming lost ashore within the seaweed of sadness. Our heart strings played together a melody of warmth, Travel to your lips as your sing our words of romance, Grasp onto the memory's as they release from the soul I never want to look at us through my rear view mirror, For I don't want to see us as the shadowed past.",2007-11-14,2007-11-16,6540
165,"2018-02-27 02:31:52","Love Is When...",NoPatience,2005-07-22,4.5,128,"Love is when you've waited for all of what seems so long Even when he's holding another you still know that you belong Love is when you hold your ground when he's not by your side You love him and see him for him even though he lied. Love is when your still yourself while speaking your mind to him And when you split you still know he'll be back again Love is when your closer to family and friends When he has made you stronger and gave you the cure to mend Love is when you give him space and give him room to breathe When he looks to you knowing that you're the one who believes Love is when you mean so much and try your best to make him see When you take the pain of being put down and you are still happy Love is when he comes back to you realizing he was wrong When he holds you and lets you know that you're where he belongs",2005-07-22,2007-06-16,42207
166,"2018-02-27 02:31:56",Why???,♥shyann♥,2006-02-01,5.0,18,"Why does god bless us with so much just to take it all away, why do words fly out of peoples mouth if they don't mean what they say, why do people make promises only to let you down in the end, why do people give you there love just to leave you with a broken heart to mend, why do the stars still shine if wishes don't come true, why does my heart still beat if its no longer good enough for you why does my face wear a smile when all i want to do is cry, why am i still living period if were only waiting to die why do memories replay in my mind if it aint gonna change back time, why does my heart choose to love you if your no longer meant to be mine why do i still see you in my dreams if in reality your no longer with me, why did we even meet in the first place if we were never meant to be, although i don't have the answers the one thing i'll always know, is no matter what life sends my way your the reason i cant let go!!!",2006-02-01,2006-07-19,5900
167,"2018-02-27 02:32:01","Have you ever",jason,2007-06-22,5.0,16,"Have you ever loved someone so much that you miss not there eyes or their kiss you miss being with them all the time every day and night thinking of your one wish to be with them forever never having to leave there side does it keep you up at night knowing how they are not by your side wanting to be in their arms tonight thinking of all the times you guys sat outside just the two of you alone with no one there to bother the two hearts remembering the day you knew you loved this person seeing the instant you first wanted her to be yours remembering staying up just to pray in the rain that your are not insane for how you feel for this person hoping that she will be yours forever more sitting at your house resting on your couch looking at the ceiling wondering about the feeling you have for this person that you hold so dearly to your heart never wanting to be torn apart from her wanting her to be yours till the end of time have you ever loved someone so much that you missed their touch when they hold you so close wrapped in their arms missing their beautiful charm their soft voice that makes your body and mind rejoice thinking of how lucky you are to have this angel in your arms wishing she was with you right now wanting to fly just to be by their side because you love them just that much that it hurts when you can't feel their soft touch have you ever loved someone so much and given them all your trust without expecting anything much just wanting them to be happy as happy as they can be have you ever loved someone so much that you miss them completely every day and night weekly when you are not with them have you ever loved like this (dedicated to my gf Lisa whom i love very much) sorry if its a little corney",2007-06-22,,11491
168,"2018-02-27 02:32:05","Step into the emptiness",NyellMoonlight,2007-07-04,5.0,28,"Let me drink life from the palms of your hands Borrow me your wings made of dreams just for a while, to feel alive... Don't hold back in front of the abyss let's step into the emptiness and learn how to fall. I want that the space between us be colored as the butterfly's wings and to drown in those colors every time I get closer. Just let me slide on the rainbows in your eyes, hold the torch high on the hollow boulevards of my nightmares, be my ally in this iced world. Don't hold back in front of the abyss let's step into the emptiness and learn how to fly.",2007-07-04,2007-07-04,11313
169,"2018-02-27 02:32:06",Love,tashhh,2005-05-22,4.6,412,"The love we share, has made us one. From rising moon, to setting sun. On your wings, my heart does soar. Across the sea, and along the shore. Into the future and back to the past. The happiness we have will always last. When we met, your lips I kissed. So soft and gentle, moistened by mist. Your eyes they stared, into my soul. Made me realize, with you I'm whole. So yes my love, this you know. Throughout eternity, I won't let go. My love is yours, forever true. Words can't measure, my love for you.",2005-05-22,2007-04-26,84873
170,"2018-02-27 02:32:09","Diamond In The Sand",Gem,2007-08-31,4.8,33,"Finding love in this lonely world Was like finding a needle in a haystack Discovering a diamond in the sand Nailing jelly to a tree Impossible... Or so it seemed... Something that just wasn't worth the effort The countless disappointments The tears... The hurt... Weighing down the fragile heart When something that felt like love Turned out to be a sham A red herring Love was something that was only found in the movies In books In the imagination... A sort of pipe dream But even pipe dreams can become a reality Love can find you when you least expect it When you cease looking It springs out of nowhere Like a long lost friend A best friend A lover You find that needle in the haystack And when you do, you realise it's something special The real thing Something worth waiting for I found my diamond in the sand And it's the most valuable diamond i could ever hope to own It's you *Gem* Copyright©GemmaStott2007",2007-08-31,,12129
171,"2018-02-27 02:32:11","The Luckiest Guy (PART 4)","Goran Rahim",2006-12-19,4.9,75,"Dear the luckiest guy in the world, It is me, your unknown friend. The series of these meaningless poems, Tonight, it is going to end. Our life has two sides, One we see, other cannot be seen. But I am writing about the blind side, With a soul so clean. That princess belong to you, I was wrong, you were innocent. You had her heart, not me, That is what makes us different. She was yours from the start, But my heart was wild. Crying for no reason, Like a new born child. I was wrong, thinking There were hidden love in her eyes. True, there were love, But for you, with no lies. Now she is all yours, You deserve her not me. As she was telling you she loves you, She was telling me ""there is no we"" Her sweet smile, when hearing your name, That is what you should admire. You truly loved her, Mine was just a desire. Now you are the luckiest guy, So am I, now it is all fair. Yet the reason for my luckiness, With no one I shall share. *** please do not judge this poem if you have not read the first three parts.thank you",2006-12-19,2007-04-20,5558
172,"2018-02-27 02:32:16","I will still love you...",tabithaa,2005-07-03,4.5,523,"I leave a rose, for you my dear, I erase my smile and shed a tear. It's hard to trust what I know is fake, It's hard to move on, when i know I'm going to break. I can't pretend I don't cry through it all, I can't pretend I don't scream when I see you fall. I can't pretend I don't feel your pain, I can't pretend I will feel the same. Your smile makes me want to scream, And down my face, my tears stream. I say I'm OK, before you ask, I've got to keep up with my changing mask. Eyes so lost and far away, You can't even hear what I'm trying to say. ""I love you"", But it's never enough, But, I love you too much to ever give up. I scream on the inside, hoping you'll hear, You don't even move even though your so near. The beating of your heart intensifies, The one bold truth beneath the lies. Just listen to me, no matter what you do, No matter what happens, I will still love you.",2005-07-03,2007-04-15,58604
173,"2018-02-27 02:32:20","You're the love I can't regret",Janalicious14,2008-05-28,4.8,16,"You're the love I can't regret even tough stars fall out from the sky And you left me wondering why still I love you that's a thing I can't deny You're the love I can't regret even we're apart you're always near always in my thoughts, forever in my heart I'll keep you in here, you were never apart You're the love I can't regret I missed you so much your kiss and your touch do you hear my call to catch me when I fall You're the love I can't regret That even you left me in a misery You're always the one I want and even if that you're gone you're still the one I love",2008-05-28,2010-03-29,11247
174,"2018-02-27 02:32:24","Together as One","Marc Ortiz",2007-07-02,4.8,57,"Once in our lifetime there comes an angel. I saw one today, she's an inch away from me Her enchanting eyes are like a sparkling diamond. Her radiant smile will reside forever in my mind. I asked her to wear this blindfold while we walk I lead her into the hidden dark forest. And when we got into the core of the place I said, ""Remove the scarf my beautiful princess"" Suddenly tears run down her angelic orbs. The whole place was full of candles and red roses. And there right in front of her a piece of paper. ""My heart will always and forever belong to you"" I said, ""Since you've left everything became cold"" I came closer to her.. ""Now that I'm with you My life has once again shined in this dark path."" You are my friend, my princess, my only one. A thousand kisses can never compare How I always want to be with you.. More than a thousand laughs Wouldn't show how happy you make me. I kneel down and reach for her soft, perfect hand.. Please give me another chance to love you again. I reach for my pocket and produce a ring With engraved words 'You're my only one' She smiled, I've been waiting for this moment.. Her lips have touched mine, oh how sweet they are. Suddenly I cough.. And red blood sprayed in the place. I said.. Sorry I didn't tell you before.. It was my death wish to see your smile.. My time is limited.. I'm going to die.. She said, ""I will never leave your side.."" Together we will depart this world.. Never to be apart.. Forever our hearts will beat together as one. =================================== *The idea Thousands is from SoSickofTears/Jenni Marie ""A Thousand Words, Kisses And Smiles""* http://www.best-love-poems.com/poems.php?id=865618 *Opening line is from a poem made by Britt :)* 'An Angel I do believe' Http://www.best-love-poems.com/poems.php?id=677571",2007-07-02,2007-08-15,82942
175,"2018-02-27 02:32:29","Silent Thoughts",Elvira,2005-07-25,4.6,68,"A simple thought of you and I'm gone again, Just thinking about your sweet face. Wishing I could touch your body, While giving you kisses all over the place. I'd caress your back, As you stare into my eyes. The thought of you here next to me, Puts my body in a rise. Your hands all over my skin, While your tongue traces my lips. The feeling begins to intensify, As you move just past my hips. I imagine you inside of me, And I let out a slight moan. The thought of you making love to me, Begins to set the tone. Slower in the beginning, I want to feel your every thrust. Your kissing my neck now, As you touch me on my bust. I run my fingers through your hair, As you breathe into my ear. I bite down on my lower lip, Just wishing you were here. You pick up the pace now, And I begin to lose control. I imagine your face looking down at me, As the ecstasy takes its toll. You rub my face with your hands, And softly kiss me on my cheek. You can tell just by my smile, How much the thought of you makes me weak. I take a breath and open my eyes, Only to be reminded you're in a different place. But a simple thought of you and I'm gone again, Just thinking about your sweet face...",2005-07-25,2007-05-08,38051
176,"2018-02-27 02:32:34","I Sit There in My English Class",Lori,2008-06-04,4.8,17,"I sit there in my English class I try to pay attention but I'm swept away I can only focus on your eyes of glass Everyday I try to find something good to say And getting nothing in return is such a pity If only you would gaze at me I know I'm not that pretty And I know there's nothing much to see Every moment of my day is booked for you You could say I'm hooked It's all so true Everything about you is just like me We have our own thoughts and are both strong minded We argue about politics and the rights to be free We consider the Peace Treaty and how people signed it I can only hope we're meant to be I can get you to talk or laugh anytime I can pick you up when you're down I'll stand with you even if it's a crime And I'll hold your heart even though it's mine you found I'll be the best thing you've ever had I could never break your heart Or have one to make you sad As you can see, I'll never leave your side You can fill the other half of me And share with me the pride I don't want to scare you off Or make you think I'm off my chain And nothing I say is meant to scoff But the way you make me feel is so insane So everyday I'll sit there in my English class Maybe just one day you will see You'll realize ,I too, have eyes of glass And just maybe fall for me",2008-06-04,2008-06-25,7197
177,"2018-02-27 02:32:36","I will not give up","Infected with His Deadly Love",2006-07-16,4.6,27,"Yes you broke my heart But I will not break down Yes you took my happiness But I will not frown Yes you killed me inside But I wont die Yes you don't love me But I will not cry Yes you tore me apart But I'm still in one piece yes you backed away But my life will not cease Yes your words hurt But I'm moving on Yes you caused me pain But I've grown strong Yes you threw me away But I am not defeated Yes you let me go But I will be better treated Yes you said goodbye But I am not alone Yes you didn't care But my heart wont turn into stone Yes you didn't tell me why But I'll get over it Yes you treated me bad But I'm better than shit Yes you took my dreams But I wont give up hope Yes you tortured me But I will cope Yes you made me sick But I'll live through this Yes you have gone But I have nothing to miss",2006-07-16,,3143
178,"2018-02-27 02:32:39","I Wish",,2005-02-17,4.4,113,"I wish I were your pillow, So you would hold me tight. I wish I were invisible, So i could watch you sleep at night. I wish I was the sun, So I could warm you with my rays. I wish I were the rain, So I could brush upon your face.. I'd wish on every star, To have just one wish come true, So I could be with you. Thank you for reading, and for your vote;)",2005-02-17,2007-07-13,226515
179,"2018-02-27 02:32:39","I Finally Found You...",TinyDancer46,2006-08-30,4.4,256,"Never thought that I would find The one who'd steal my heart Someone who I could give my love Right from the very start It seemed like there was nothing left All hope was gone from me I'd never find that special guy... It wasn't meant to be But then one day, to my surprise Inside my world you came And from that moment, I knew that I'd never be the same I've found who I have longed for And I thank God we're together I love you more each coming day My heart is yours forever Definitely not my best, but it's the first happy poem I've written in a very, very long time. =)",2006-08-30,2007-06-17,20927
180,"2018-02-27 02:32:43","If Only",Sylvia,2009-08-02,4.9,16,"If only you could feel the breeze caressing your face, and know it is me, far away, touching you with loving care. If only you could hear the voices, and know it is me whispering words I ache to speak. If only you could feel a tickle brush your lips, and know it is me sending a kiss with love. If only you could feel the warmth of an embrace and know it is me holding you in lonely arms. If only you could feel a presence surrounding you, and know it is me forever there in my thoughts. If only you could feel the depths of my passion, and know it is me with visions of us. Copyright © 2009 Sylvia All Rights Reserved",2009-08-02,2009-08-02,9619
181,"2018-02-27 02:32:48","Never Before","matt acuna",2007-01-18,4.7,147,"Never before have I felt like I do, knowing that in my heart, your love is true. You're the one that I've been looking for all my life, the one that I could see, one day, calling my wife. The one who, always, makes me smile, the one who is on my mind longer than just awhile. I love everything about you, from your smile to your eyes. I love every moment with you, every second of every time. I love everything you do, from the way you talk and laugh. I love just sitting next to you, having your hand in my grasp. I never stop thinking of you everytime your not at my side, every thought I think of always seems to make my heart shine. Thinking of you, remembering all the memories that we have shared, makes me fall in love with you again since I know that you hold my love in care. You make my life always be filled with joy. You're the only one that my mind can't seem to annoy. Just being with you, knowing that I have you in my heart. Is the best feeling in the world that keeps me from being torn apart. Never before have I felt like I do, since, deep in my heart, I know that our love is true.",2007-01-18,2007-04-29,17219
182,"2018-02-27 02:32:50","Milk & Honey","Prophecies In Kodak",2009-03-16,5.0,7,"""today, i placed my tongue against a tea leaf; it tasted much like your lips. today i spent my morning on the calendar, erasing days you told me not to forget. i dont care how you spend your money, i dont care how you spend your day. just so long as i dont follow you, i'm sure you wont be getting in my way. i know you sent me fifty letters, i just havent had the time. i dont want another promise, i dont want to remember when you were mine. i cant be your scapegoat any more when there's so much left at stake. but every now and again, i kiss a tea leaf to remember how you taste."" the nights have just wrapped around themself, subjecting to everything we owned. i split our apartment down in two, so i could try to be alone. i still sleep with your sweater, i dont dare set foot in our bed. i cut it all the way till the box spring and tried to put it back together again. see, i wonder who in their right mind could ever love a lover like me. then i remember you whispering quietly, ""love means the blind can see."" and my hand that routinely reaches for your's, curls into a fist. i play my thoughts out better then, distracted from all that we missed. i cannot construct an accurate model of my heart, not without the space that you fill. and when asking who will love you, i will i will i will. ""i'm not sure what more you want from me, how much harder can we try? most days i'm okay with the weather, i'm okay with the strangers we lie. and maybe you were good and you were bad, but atleast you were always here. now without you there isnt much else but to kettle out my fears. i remember your eyes every morning, the gold dancing around the rim. and i remember the way you smiled when i asked ""regular or skim?"" but now your choice is neither, i sent your letters down the drain. i felt for your fist around my fingers and i lost to that game. maybe this is all a bit settled, maybe i've said these things before. but now your eyes are home to a stranger, i dont know you anymore."" you want a pinch of apathy, i've found i want a pinch of your eyes. i want every girl to smell like you, every girl who has brown eyes. and most nights with my television, i'll watch some trash t.v. and i'll play your favorite songs on the acoustic, just without the melody. and i'll sing out to this ghost town, ""oh where or where could she be?"" ""it seems as though i have lost the love of my sweetest annabelle lee."" because poe was a genius, a man who had loved such as we. and i cant forget what it's like to taste you when intertwined with me. ""i've put a stop to your letters, just wont answer your calls; it's so hard to accept the unaccepted, i just dont know you at all. true it is that i love you, true it is that you were the air that i breath. but time is a trick inside of itself, and i've stopped caring for tea.""",2009-03-16,2009-03-17,2812
183,"2018-02-27 02:32:50","Pretending it's not real","Christina Gomes",2005-03-13,4.6,587,"A shooting star flew by And you quickly came to mind You're exactly what I wanted You're what my thoughts would find Our friendship flashed before me And a smile I found on my face I loved each and every moment Of your sweet enchanting grace I was memorized so much By the words that you would speak I couldn't seem to help That I'd always grow so weak At first I liked our friendship How we could trust each other How our friendship grew so strong With one another I'm not sure when it started But i began to fall for you I couldn't stop my feelings There was nothing I could do But soon my feelings grew stronger And you're all I thought about My heart was beating only for you And in that there was no doubt I tried to get over it Knowing it would never be Knowing I was just playing with my feelings Thinking you would fall for me I didn't tell anyone Not even my best friends Didn't want to risk our friendship Didn't want it to end I couldn't control it I yearned for you so much Didn't want anything else Except your gentle touch I kept my mouth shut Trying to deny it to myself Pretending I didn't have those feelings Lying to myself This love is starting to hurt Pretending it's not real Trying to put it in the past Refusing to reveal ~Please vote and comment~ ������©Copyright Christina Gomes 2005",2005-03-13,2007-04-28,26289
184,"2018-02-27 02:32:52","All I can do","Loved In Hell",2007-09-01,5.0,13,"The second I looked into your eyes I was pulled in The second you spoke My heart was given The second we touched My breath was taken away But the second you left My world turned to grey You made me feel warm Warm to the touch The only question I had was How can I love someone this much I saw you yesterday I had so much to say But all I could do was smile And let you go your way Last night I had a dream Of you and me We were perfect together Why couldn't you see When I am with you I am set free You are the only person Who can make me feel like this Give me that feeling The feeling I miss I want you to realize That I need you I am here waiting for the words ""I love you too"" So I sit in my room And wait All I can do Is believe in a thing called fate",2007-09-01,,5125
185,"2018-02-27 02:32:53","Wish upon a star.","Dark Savior",2008-10-18,4.8,24,"I wish that I could find the person to call my other. A caring heart, who loves me like no other. I'm unsure what to look for in a woman or where to start They say that making love is so sensual it's considered an art I want that love that makes me feel like I'm the one, Never to have to worry about being out done. I wish I knew what it is that could help me on my way, How to kiss, make love, or even what to say. Everywhere I look reminds me that I'm alone, I want the family, a lover, children, and a home. Is it too much for me to ask for all these things, Sometimes I even get nervous when my phone rings. Truly I don't know who would ever accept those things, So I'll sit by this phone, in hopes that one day it rings. Soon I'll grow old, to be left by those I love. Sitting with god and looking down from above Perhaps I will adopt and love them just the same, Why must we always be playing this senile game. I'm not sure why I want to be a father so bad, Since I was sixteen it's a dream that I've had. I just want to be married before my mother and father die. It's in this way that I would be able to happily say good bye. if someone can please explain all these thoughts, but this is something that even with my money; can't be bought",2008-10-18,2008-11-02,25217
186,"2018-02-27 02:32:58","This is Not Something Meant to be Said With Tears.","Prophecies In Kodak",2008-12-01,5.0,4,"-to love and let go.- i woke up to thoughts that i haven't had in a while. i love you was in my head and in my mouth. but i'm not sure who it was for. i don't know if this is some kind of joke or if this is something that is really happening. i know that either way i don't want it to be tangible at all; even if it isn't true i don't want to hear it and i don't want to think it and i don't want to talk of it. i don't want it. last night in my mind you told me all the things that you wrote out to me in believable and easily false text. and you know it's funny. because after all the things that i haven't said and all the things i wish that i'd done and hadn't, still nothing has changed for me and i think that everything and maybe even more has changed for you. i saw the words this morning. i felt the invisible force pressing into my chest and head. it feels to me as though i've done nothing, which is guess is what's right. all of this isn't right to say or to feel or to try and live out. you want my honesty? i guess the way i see it now. the way i see it, all of you that was left is trailing behind what is already gone. does it comfort you to think about how wonderful it was up until now. cause this is closure once and for all. this has to stop right now. if all the roads we ever travel are to lead to one place, one inevitable conclusion, should we bother to make choices at each turn? yes, because the point is not the destination but the journey, and the view is infinitely better on some roads. but we all ultimately walk alone. after i imagined kissing your face.. i stood in the cold for about an hour or so. i stood in the cold and allowed myself to become unaffected. it took a bit, but it happened. i allowed myself that much. i knew that i was cold but i couldn't feel it. my hands felt broken and numb. my ears felt red, but just that. nothing more. my face was dry and stretched. it reminded me of the snow made socks of ice but all i felt was the wind tug my hair. i was not for one second cold. it's unexplainable. and then i walked with dreams, as to wrap myself in this caffeine cocoon and hum to the rhythm of purring. vanilla coating the back of my throat and air cut off. i'd be so satisfied. but theres no feeling of air, just the sight of tempestuous brown crumpled leaves falling up and down the wet streets made of the wet pavement. but nothing moves you. there is no sensation of moisture, thick and wanting and demanding. crimson leaves and sky as pale as flesh. its as if watching someone in pain and knowing they're faking. its realizing that you no longer love those that you've loved, and the question of whether or not you ever did hangs beneath your bottom lip. this is something that can be stopped but i'll always insist that the beauty of fall is the melancholy. no one ever said that you would live to see the repercussions of everything you do, or that you have guarantees, or that you are not obliged to wander in the dark, or that everything will be proved to you and neatly verified like something in science. nothing is: at least nothing that is worthwhile. i didn't bring you up only to move across sure ground. i didn't teach you to think that everything must be within our control or understanding.",2008-12-01,,1799
187,"2018-02-27 02:33:01","Not Good Enough...","Simply Trying",2008-04-17,4.7,15,"I can't feel my heart It's tearing me apart I can't go on much longer Can't grow any stronger Not sure how long i'll last Crying over memories from the past Someone end this pain I'll never be the same Soon i will die And she will not cry She has forgotten about me Only have her in my dreams Don't know What I have become My heart has grown numb I can't take it anymore They all just ignore This is my last resort This life has been too short This is my final goodbye Sorry If I wasn't your perfect guy",2008-04-17,,10422
188,"2018-02-27 02:33:05","1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, Finally..","Trying To Love Is The Hardest Thing",2007-11-03,5.0,12,"1 heartbreak 2 eyes crying 3 words never said again 4 hands that won't be held 5 mornings I'll pass him in the halls 6 love notes, ripped are torn 7 days a week you'll think of him 8 sad songs a night before bed 9 wishes that never came true 10 years before he realizes i was the one",2007-11-03,,2180
189,"2018-02-27 02:33:10","One phone call away",Ingrid,2008-09-05,4.8,16,"To my dearest friend David An encouragement given long ago To always share your love freely And to never be jealous of others, For you will always have the biggest part of me ------Do you remember these words, dear heart? Angel of beauty you named me And I wear it with pride Come rain or shine My feelings for you will never subside All I want is your happiness That is how true love should be Taking one step back now So you will feel free Rest assure, you will never be alone I am just a phone call away If you ever should need me For I will love you forever and a day",2008-09-05,,14534
190,"2018-02-27 02:33:12","Waiting Game",Justin,2012-02-17,4.7,13,"He see's it in her eyes, that she have been hurt before in the past, Her heart has felt the touch of love, but never did it last Moments go by and she starts to think, maybe this is the one, But whenever her heart starts to feel love, All she does is Run He's everything she's wanted, but she just cant seem to let him in, Because her hearts been hurt before, and she promised herself never again Just take some time and listen, See where you need to start, Time and Patience is what it takes, to mend a broken heart, No matter how many months or years it takes, 1,2 or even 3, Waiting for someone special just shows, how special it can really be,",2012-02-17,,1942
191,"2018-02-27 02:33:15","Come Stay With Me...",Dreamofolwin,2009-09-13,5.0,12,"Come stay with me, and be my love. Please dry my silent tears, because... Too long my heart, has been denied. Too many days, I've sat and cried. For you to me, are everything. Like flowers' bloom, in days of spring. A starlit sky, when I'm alone. A place my heart, can call a home.. You've took my hand, and walked a while. You've cheered my heart, and made me smile. You've shown me love, I'd never known, Friendship, care, that now has grown. Come stay with me, and be my love. I need you now, want you because. Forever captured, is my heart, You won it from, the very start. ***",2009-09-13,2009-09-13,13213
192,"2018-02-27 02:33:16","READY (SONG)",Krysten,2008-05-23,4.7,11,"V1 ready for a meltdown its time to give you up ready to hit the road ready to self-destruct to much time already gone just to have you do me wrong I'm ready to move on with my life CH I'll drive 3,000 miles just to get you outta my head I'll rip my heart right out to forget the things you said I'll do anything i have to do if it means I'll be rid of you cuz I'm ready for a change tired of playing the same old games V2 ready for a tantrum its no time to behave ready for attention ready for a tidal wave to long I've been here waiting just to live through another heartbreaking I'm ready to move on with my life CH V3 so I'm saying goodbye packing my bags time for you to finally face facts I'm moving on with my life ready for someone to treat me right CH",2008-05-23,,5841
193,"2018-02-27 02:33:19",Forever?,,2008-07-25,4.9,15,"So You Told Me Oneday, That We Would Always Be Together. But When Worst Comes To Worst, Wat Happens 2 Forever? Forever Isn't As Long As It Used To Be, & I Guess Love Doesn't Mean The Same, What Ever Happened 2 You And Me? Could We Ever Rekindle The Flame? The Flame That Burned Out So Long Ago, Do You Have Atleast One More Match? So We Can Light It Again, & Start Where We Left Off, So The Two Pieces Of My Heart Can ReAttach? It Went From The Best Feeling In The World, To The Worst In History, I Apologize For All My Mistakes, You Deserve Every Bit Of Me. So Can We Please Try This Just One More Time. I Promise I'll Do Things Right. Please Say You'll Give Me One More Chance, So I Can Get Some Sleep Tonight. For Ever Isn't As Long As It Used To Be, & I Guess Love Doesn't Mean The Same. What Ever Happened To You And Me? Could We Ever Rekindle The Flame?",2008-07-25,2008-07-25,8897
194,"2018-02-27 02:33:21","I've Just Got To Let You Go",Hollymariee,2008-11-27,4.9,34,"I close my eyes And dream about The way we used to be . You caressing ; And me confessing Just what you mean to me . Your gorgeous smile And light blue eyes ; Your soft touch upon my skin . My body's shaking , You're so breath-taking ; By far my sweetest sin . Your silly laughter And heart-felt kisses ; They both just drive me wild . My heart's been healing , You've got me feeling Defenseless like a child . But mistakes are made And my eyes are opened ; Only to find you gone . The tears are faught , And my heart is taught Once again that it was wrong . Those eyes and smile , Are now so awkward ; Strangers I no longer know . I'm slowly learning , That you're not returning ... I've just got to let you go .",2008-11-27,,7086
195,"2018-02-27 02:33:23","Other Than You",xUnbreakablex,2005-05-14,4.6,524,"I'm feeling so fragile My heart's torn in two Why can't I love somebody Other than you? My problems would vanish My heart would repair And I would stop wishing For you to be there The tears on my pillow Would cease to exist And I'd stop dreaming About those times when we kissed I'd forget all those memories And reasons I cried Forget how you played me Forget how you lied But my heart is still broken And you made it break Shattered completely More than I can take I want to hate you Make you suffer like me But I love you too much So I'm setting you free Life would be easier I'd make it through If I loved somebody Other than you",2005-05-14,2007-04-19,23804
196,"2018-02-27 02:33:24","Because of You",Angie,2007-09-06,4.4,27,"Because of You because of you I'm not afraid to drop the mask let my true smile shine I can be myself, open up express my dislikes, wants, desires, dreams laughter bubbles up and just spills out trusting comes easier than it did before opening my heart, soul to love freely again I'm not afraid because of you",2007-09-06,,22629
197,"2018-02-27 02:33:25","Letter to a Broken Heart",RavishingEruption,2008-06-08,4.8,10,"Dear Heart, I met a boy today He smiled at me And walked my way He sat down And we began to talk The lunch bell rang And we began to walk We talked about music And movies and me He asked if I Had Saturday free I told him I'd think about it And call him at 2 But first I had to go home And write a letter to you I know last time It wasn't quite right And the pain that he caused Hurt into the night But maybe this one's Not gonna break you apart So I'm just asking Can we try again, Heart? When he gave me his number I felt you jump And when he hugged be goodbye You began to thump If it's okay I'll meet him tomorrow behind the tree Think about it please Signed, Sincerely, Me",2008-06-08,2008-06-08,3018
198,"2018-02-27 02:33:28","I Love You More",JustKristina,2008-01-11,5.0,9,"I'll be here for you when you feel down, I'll take your frown, and turn it around I'll be here for you when get mad I'll make something good out of all the bad I'll be here for you when things get tough I'll hold you tight when you've had enough I'll be here for you when your farthest away I'll call you up and in my heart you'll stay I'll be here for you when something's gone wrong I'll help you through it and we'll move along I'll be here for you through the good and the bad I'll ease your pains, when you are sad I'll be here for you when no one else will I'll take up your thoughts and your heart I'll fill I'll be here for you through heaven and hell I'll listen to everything that you have to tell I'll be here for you for whatever you need I'll take your hand, and follow as I lead I'll be here for you when nothing goes your way I'll comfort you and think of sweet things to say I'll be here for you despite the miles I'll love you always, in spite of our trials I'll be here for you when your at your lowest low I'll hold your hand and watch our love grow I'll be here for you when you start to fall apart I'll hug you and help you to follow your heart I'll be here for you when you say what I've waited for I'll kiss your lips and say, ""I love you more""",2008-01-11,2008-01-16,2579
199,"2018-02-27 02:33:33","A Letter to You",chaye,2008-04-09,4.7,7,"A letter to you: I love you still Why can't you see How much I miss you Look at me closely And you will see All the pain you put me through And all the hurt you've caused me Don't act like you don't care because I know you do You need to grow up And decide what to do Stop trying to take the easy way out You can't runaway from your problems forever Because I'll never go away I'm not giving up So do something for me now And think of me and you Can you honestly tell me You haven't miss us Think of all the good times That we used to have And eventually I know you'll miss us too Go ahead and lie to me It will not be a shock Tell me you never loved me Tell me you never cared But don't worry I am not going to listen I am not going to care Because I know it's not true We've been through this before You tell me a lie And then I look in your eyes I can see the truth in them Why can't you just Say you love me too Is it so hard to do You say you don't want to hurt me But do you think lying Is making it better All your doing is hurting me Even more than before Stop worrying about everyone else this is about me and you No one else's opinion matters Why can't you see that I'm not going to listen To anyone else but you I'm through with the rumors The drama And especially the lies So tell me the truth now Do you want me to walk away Or stay with you here You may want to give up But I am still going to try Nothing is going to stop me Unless I die But now that I think about it I already am I'm dead to the world Because you're all I ever think about And you don't even care I can't hang out with my friends Without you coming up in the conversation They won't say it But I know they're Tired of it too My family never sees me Because I'm always in my room crying And when they do get to see me I show no emotion at all I know I am hurting everyone around me But I am to the point That I don't care anymore The only thing that will make me smile Would be for me to be in your arms again I guess I just want you to see How much I love you And how miserable I am Without you Nothing will change my feelings for you Not even when you go away And leave me forever I'll think of you then Just as much as I do now I'll love you as much then As I love you now I want you to be happy And if you can honestly tell me You don't love me anymore I will walk away And never look back I know it will hurt me badly But I don't care I'll find a way to lose my pain In whatever way I can So decide what you want to do Don't worry about hurting me I'm a big girl now I can deal with the pain You not going to hurt me I just want the truth So tell me now Before I walk away And do something stupid That you and I will both regret I'll love you then I love you now I'll alway love you till the end",2008-04-09,,5040
200,"2018-02-27 02:33:35","Priceless Occasion",BrokenREALiTy,2007-07-02,4.9,32,"Why do people regret so much, The relationship that ended in sorrow? Why feel remorse for what was lost, And look ahead to a broken tomorrow? How can you feel sadness to such a memory, That once made you smile like no other? How do you hate someone you once loved, When you promised them forever? Who's to say that all happiness is lost, Just because someone hurt you deep? Who says you have to throw away the memories, That you were clearly meant to keep? When you were happy with that person; If you were free and far from chained down, Why would you even think to loathe them, Simply because they're no longer around? So when you think back to the painful recollections, Don't cry or scream because they're merely memories. Smile gratefully for the priceless chance you got, To live out some of life's greatest fantasies. [c] 2O07 Mindy Huang",2007-07-02,2007-07-03,4182
201,"2018-02-27 02:33:37","Promise Me This",Deana,2008-04-30,4.8,21,"Whisper my name upon a kiss Forever my love, promise me this Touch only, with gentle hands Walk with me on morning sand Dreams that linger in the heart A bond that life can't tear apart Look beyond the pasted smile Destroy not my wounded pride Come to me in misty hues At shadowed dawn in dreams of you Whisper my name upon a kiss Forever my love, promise me this Lie with me beneath the sky Count the stars that share the night Bathe in streams, from mountains fall Hear with me, the night birds call Build a fire within my soul Create a love story yet untold Hold my hand and walk with me Into the realm, eternity Whisper my name upon a kiss Forever my love ,promise me this",2008-04-30,2008-04-30,3995
202,"2018-02-27 02:33:39","A Promise","David Munoz",2004-03-20,4.3,306,"The light in your eyes As you stare into mine Just makes me see God's perfect design The warmth of your hand The feel of your skin Moves something inside me Something deep within Your feelings so gentle Your love so sweet I feel this passion Every time we meet And today I give A promise to you That my love will be Honest, Faithful, and True",2004-03-20,2007-04-16,212620
203,"2018-02-27 02:33:43","Will you be my wife?","waiting 4 some1",2008-06-10,4.9,19,"When my eyes met yours I had different looks Love becomes easy to understand just like children's books When my eyes met yours I discovered something new Rather than white and black there are other colors too You colored my world, you colored my life And now I wonder, can you be my wife? I am one of those people who don't like to play around I want to be your husband so how does it sound? I am one of those people who can you give you true love So do you accept me and be blessed from above? We will start by two then we can be three To have angles is your choice you are free We will start by two then we can raise our tree Give love and take another so do you agree? I need you to answer as your heart already did I still can hear it singing inside my head Your heart says ""yes"" so what about you? Am waiting for an answer am waiting for you",2008-06-10,2010-09-29,6797