poem.id,poem.ts,poem.title,poem.author,poem.date,poem.rating,poem.vote,poem.content,poem.submission_date,poem.last_edit,poem.visits
1,"2018-02-27 02:24:20","Growing Old With You","Karl Wild GG23",2008-09-12,4.9,77,"It all began about 60 years ago, On a very special summers day, For two unexpected teenage kids, Love was about to come their way. Boy meets girl, things move quick, Nobody gave their love a chance, It's been seen a million times before, Just another hopeless young romance. But for this couple it was different, Since day one it was meant to be, It was that forever fairytale happiness, The kind you can only see on T.V. One day she looked at him and asked, ""What is it with your life you'd like to do?"" He gently kissed her forehead and said, ""Sweetheart, I dream to grow old with you"" Smiling because they were so in love, Suddenly he got down on one knee, Pulled out a beautiful diamond ring, And asked ""Princess, will you marry me?"" Tears falling from her big brown eyes, It was a yes as she nodded her head, And just seven short months later, These two teenage kids were wed. They bought a house and settled down, Got pregnant and gave birth to a little girl, How is it at just twenty-three years old, They could have everything in the world. For fifty years their lives were perfect, As grandchildren grew the love did too, But with a simple trip to the doctor, The future suddenly held a different view. He was diagnosed with bone cancer, The doctors didn't give him very long, He fought with everything he had left, But at eighty, he wasn't very strong. As he lay in a hospital bed about to die, Hand in hand with his best friend and wife, He said ""I want you to know since Nineteen, You've been my everything, my whole life"" With tears falling from her big brown eyes, She asked ""did all of your dreams come true?"" He kissed her forehead and with his final breath, Said ""Of course princess, I grew old with you""",2008-09-12,2012-11-29,164197
2,"2018-02-27 02:24:22",Broken,"Rachel RTVW",2007-02-01,4.6,135,"Broken hearts, love's deceit, pieces fall down to my feet. Broken promises, love's a lie, puddles form from tears I cry. Broken dreams, love's illusion, sorrowed cause of your intrusion. Broken hope, love's a game, doesn't last, ends the same. Broken sleep, love's the cause, digs at me with sharpened claws. Broken spirit, love of sorrow, stolen now is my tomorrow. Broken life, love is lost, Broken now and that's the cost.",2007-02-01,2007-04-13,299096
3,"2018-02-27 02:24:25","I loved you too",Chloe,2004-08-03,4.7,225,"So many thoughts, I don't know where to begin, I'll start from my heart, and what I feel within. I still have feelings, which haven't changed, because when you left me my life was re-arranged. I used to cry so many times a day, but lately those tears have been fading away. I am hoping that my brighter day soon will come, and maybe, just maybe, I'll find that special someone. Yes, it's been hard, but I'm getting back my life, I've even managed to put away the knife. I will find someone who's right for me, who loves me and lets me be all I can be. Yet the thought of you and her, is tearing me apart, because you will always have a special place in my broken heart. Do I still love you? Yes, I do, but another part of me is getting over you. I never thought I would say this, but I simply have to confess, with each and every day that goes by, I love you less and less. I just wanted to be with you, but now you're gone, and the time has come for me to move on. You meant so much to me, in fact, you still do, from the bottom of my heart, I loved you too. ©",2004-08-03,2007-08-16,147455
4,"2018-02-27 02:24:25","The Secret Crush",TinyDancer46,2006-02-18,4.8,97,"The Secret Crush © Nicole Mecham She'd known him her entire life She always dreamed to be his wife Just his smile made her heart melt But she never told him how she felt Forever hoped to have him here Always dreamed to hold him near Time passed and they both did grow But still she never let him know Perfect chances passed her by But she just couldn't tell this guy No matter what she'd ever do... He still didn't have a clue But one day her whole world did end When she heard news from a friend About the wreck he'd gotten in... She'd never see his smile again Now at his grave she softly cries The tears running from sad eyes This hurting girl whose heart is broken All because of love unspoken",2006-02-18,2007-06-24,174921
5,"2018-02-27 02:24:27","A Prayer Before Sleeping",Matthew," 2005-09-11",4.8,346,"A Pray Before Sleeping Now I lay me down to sleep I pray for a woman who'll love me deep With sparkling eyes and silky hair who knows my faults and doesn't care who will watch my movies and put on a smile who will take my word with out a trial the kind of girl who's wild but sweet who's heart and mind can never be beat who knows what she wants and how to ask no games, no lies, or truth covering masks who loves to have fun and isn't a tease and a single red rose puts her mind at ease who can look into my eyes and know that it's true when I hold her tight and say I love you who can touch my face and know how I feel who doesn't take bull and gives it to me real Who can stand up tall on her own two feet but can still dance with me in the middle of the street Who will cry on my shoulder when she is pain But I can wash it all away with a kiss in the rain who lets me watch sports and loves to watch too who just wants me not expecting I do A girl I can call my heavenly dove who nicknames me Boyfriend and Big Papa Love who knows that I'm hers and knows that she's mine who loves to be silly and have a good time who holds her breath when I kiss her slow who's graceful not flashy but her beauty still shows Who thinks just living is the greatest thrill And knows that I love her and always will Now I lay me down to sleep I promise to love her and thats a promise I'll keep If you grant my prayer I'll be the envy of men Thank you my Lord, good night and Amen Copyright(C) 2005 All Rights Reserved",2005-09-11,2007-05-09,108745
6,"2018-02-27 02:24:28","No matter what","kristen 1833",2002-08-24,4.7,2652,"I know that I should try to find somebody new.. But all I find is myself always thinking of you.. You don't even know it.. And why should you care? Your happy just pretending that I'm not even there.. Forever means nothing if I don't spend it with you.. But theres just nothing more I think I can do.. I try to tell you I love you but you just don't stop to listen.. Then I guess you'll never know that I'm the one your missin.. Give me just one minute and look into my eyes.. Forget your friends.. Forget the world.. Forget the pain and lies.. Forget about what people say and what other people might see.. All I want you to think about now is what you think of me.. Cause nothing really matters except for the people you love.. And it kills me inside not knowing what you think when your all I'm thinking of.. Maybe I am wrong and you really just don't care.. But why sometimes do you act so sweet if no feelings are actually there.. All I want is for you to tell me exactly how u feel.. Id rather be hurt than keep believing what you say is real.. Whether you tell me you love me or not this will still be true.. Nothing in this whole damn world could keep me from loving you.. *Please Vote/Comment*",2002-08-24,2007-04-22,301526
7,"2018-02-27 02:24:30","I've never been (so you'll never know)",AI,2006-05-18,5.0,44,"I've never been for the word love As silly as it may seem Too many people just say it But not knowing what it means And even though I am in love It's something I'll never show I'll never stop to say that words So I'll guess you'll never know I've never been for promises They make people look like fools No one ever means to keep them They'll be broken just like rules And even though I am sincere And feel it's something I owe I can't say I'll be there for you So I'll guess you'll never know I've never been for love symbols Those really stupid tokens People give them out like presents Then leave your heart all broken And even though I want to kiss You under the mistletoe I don't feel its right to do that So I'll guess you never know I've never been for anyone Cause there's no one just like you How can I tell you how I feel When this world made love untrue And even though I feel for you I'll let my emotions go I don't think these words mean enough So I'll guess you'll never know I've never been for sad goodbyes Cause I don't know what I'll lose I've never left a friend behind It is something I will refuse And even though I really want you Away my love, I will throw I can't say what you want to hear So I'll guess you'll never know",2006-05-18,2006-05-21,34895
8,"2018-02-27 02:24:31","The Sad Truth..",TinyDancer46,2006-01-08,4.7,235,"I don't know if this poem is any good... I'm just really upset right now and I have to get it out. I thought things were good now I thought we'd overcome the bad Now I see through the illusion Of the love I thought we had You told me that you met her Now you don't know what to do I smiled and said ""Just pick her I'll be fine not having you"" But I couldn't hold my tears back So I whispered ""Got to go..."" Then I quickly hung the phone up So my hurting wouldn't show Now I'm shaking and I'm crying And I don't know what to do Cause the truth is, I was lying I can't make it without you",2006-01-08,2007-06-24,133137
9,"2018-02-27 02:24:36","Hand in Hand","Karl Wild GG23",2006-12-30,4.9,97,"As we sit in the snow white sand, And the waves crash upon the shore, I stare to the sky trying to understand, Why the stars seem brighter then ever before. Is it because the sky is so clear, That the stars are shining bright? Or could it be that love is near, On this perfect summer night? We laugh, we kiss, we talk, Draw pictures in the sand. Along the ocean we walk, Just her and I, Hand in Hand. Our night is almost finished, As the moon is fading fast, Another day will be diminished, Put with the others in the past. Everything seems to melt away, Faster then the drop of a dime, As night dissolves to day, We lose more precious time. Surely soon the sun will rise, As this is Gods command, I know she can see the twinkle in my eyes, As we walk Hand in Hand.",2006-12-30,2007-11-15,327730
10,"2018-02-27 02:24:41",Crying,Matthew,2005-04-20,4.8,88,"Crying I know I promised I'd never make you cry; I know it hurts but please dry your eyes. I will give to you whatever you need; A hug, a kiss, just tells me please. To see you cry is a terrible sight; Just let me love you and I'll hold you tight. I'll do anything you want to make you proud; I'll climb the highest peak and yell your name aloud. I love you to much to see you cry; Please sweetheart don't say goodbye. Don't push me away I must stay near; To gently wipe away your tears. If we must truly say goodbye; One more time just close your eyes. And let us share one final kiss; For you are the love, I will forever miss.",2005-04-20,2007-05-10,335884
11,"2018-02-27 02:24:44","The Movie of Our Life",Darien,2006-02-16,4.6,194,"The Movie of Our Life In the movie of our life, starring you and me. Hollywood is in for a treat, wait until they see. The stage is all ours, so let's put on a good show. We act these roles so well, but they will never know. Shakespeare seems out of date, Romeo and Juliet got old. Baby they have nothing on us, so let our story be told. We write romance scenes, like forever had no end. It all comes so natural, with an amazing girlfriend. We've only gotten started, the end is far from now. Nothing can break us up, not even a broken vow. People watch the notebook, is that all Hollywood's got? Girl, you and me alone, make those scenes look hot. They'll write a story one day, and a movie to go with it. Just get us to act it out, It would be the greatest hit. We may never be Hollywood's hottest, Brad and Angelina will be in the past. It will last as long as their careers, but baby you and I will forever last.",2006-02-16,2007-04-13,351769
12,"2018-02-27 02:24:48","I Already Miss You",Kayla,2008-05-22,4.8,64,"Looking back on everything, I still remember his smile. I wish things didn't end so soon, And turn back time for awhile. No matter how much it hurts, I still love him so. A part of me needs him so much, Can't seem to let him go. Knowing I won't be able to see him, Makes my heart cry out in pain. I can't believe we won't talk anymore, The thought makes me wanna go insane. He was my reason for waking up, For the smile you see on my face. Going a single day without him, Makes me feel so out of place. I was afraid of opening up, Now I'm afraid of the next day. Whenever I see him one last time, I'm terrified of what he may say. I know tomorrow will hurt, But the tears will fade away. Life is too short for regrets, There will be a brighter day. But when I see him one last time, I won't know what to do... When he tells me that last goodbye, I'll whisper,""I already miss you.."" ----------------------------------------------------------------- I wrote this poem because tomorrow is my last day of school. Which means the last day I'll ever see my crush until August. Things will change, feelings will change, but I'll miss him like crazy until I can see him again. Thanks for reading.. hope you enjoyed. <33 5/22/08 ~Kayla~",2008-05-22,2009-03-30,207732
13,"2018-02-27 02:24:51","Picture in a Frame","Rachel RTVW",2007-01-06,4.7,175,"Your pictures are in frames, memories on my wall, To have you here again, I would give them all. A picture cannot capture, the beauty of your skin, Or the radiating glow I'd feel, whenever you would grin. They cannot talk or sing to me, the way you used to do, I'll never love another, the way that I love you. So I look at you my soul mate, a picture in a frame, I cry my tears of sorrow, cause I feel God's to blame. He came and took the one, who made my life complete, And all that's left are pictures, and an empty seat. I also have a feeling down, deep within my heart, It's the pain of loneliness, since we've been apart. I try not to let the grief, just overcome my day, I'll blow a kiss to heaven and send it when I pray. I'll ask God to free me now, from a world so blue, To take me up to Paradise, so I can fly with you. I'm waiting for the day you come, calling out my name, Until then I'll be staring at, your picture in a frame. Copyright©2007 Rachel Barnett * I started off writing this poem about my great grandmother who passed away when I was a little girl but then it turned into me looking through the eyes of my aunt who's husband passed away. I just wanted you to know where the inspiration for this piece came*",2007-01-06,2007-04-13,341106
14,"2018-02-27 02:24:56","Teach Me To Let Go",TinyDancer46,2005-12-18,4.7,112,"Teach me to stop caring When I think of what we were Teach me to stop crying When I see you there with her Show me how to live again When you're not here with me Show me how to fight the fact That we're not meant to be Tell me that I'll be alright And my life will be okay Without you right here by my side To hold my hand each day Let these teardrops wash away Don't let this heartbreak last... Let me let go like you did For you've forgotten me so fast",2005-12-18,2007-06-24,123461
15,"2018-02-27 02:24:57","A Kiss in the Rain",Matthew,2005-05-04,4.7,588,"A Kiss in the Rain We step out of the car and into the street You can hear it hit softly, like the patter of little feet It's such a magical time, like sunset on the ocean We're caught in its spell, and we move in slow motion I move in close, with my hands on her waist I take it slow, no rush, no haste The rain slowly falls and the full moon shines She slides her arms around my neck, and says your mine The rain picks up and it soaks our hair But our eyes are focused, we have no cares I whisper in her ear, I love you my dear You will always be smiling, you have no use for tears I will love you forever, is my vow to you You are my heavenly dove, may it always be true She smiles at me, with joy and bliss My lips meet hers, and in the rain we kiss The rain itself, dances all around As I kiss my sweetheart, without a sound The rain glides through the air and I hold her tight It's like the angels are crying, such a beautiful sight Her tongue touches mine and its ecstasy A kiss in the rain sets my emotions free She pulls my lower lip and it takes its toll My whole body tingles, like I've lost control As the rain falls down I just can't believe That I need her to move, to think, to breathe I take a step back and I look in her eyes She tells me she loves me and my heart just flies If you believe perfection simply isn't real Kiss your love in the rain, and I promise you'll feel Many things in this world can wash away pain But none of them compare, to kiss in the rain Copyright(C) 2005 All Rights Reserved",2005-05-04,2007-05-09,49308
16,"2018-02-27 02:24:58","All in 1 minute",cassanova,2006-01-18,4.8,96,"I look at the clock, it says 1:41, i know thinking of you, ill never be done, you run through my mind, and occupy all my time, wondering why you're gone, and why you're not mine, i think of you constantly, for some reason i cant stop, knowing that for always, you'll forever have my heart, my days go by so slow, cause you run through my head, i said I'd love you forever, isn't that enough said, you also haunt my dreams, if you know what i mean, i wake up often, with sweats and screams, why do i sleep by myself, I'm alone in my bed, i know I'll be thinking of you, till the day i am dead, now still all these thoughts, just run through my brain, cant stop thinking of Nicole, i think i'm going insane, i feel i wanna kill myself, people say thats not what to do, but i turn and look at the clock, and it says it's only 1:42....",2006-01-18,2007-05-13,201788
17,"2018-02-27 02:25:02","I Want A Boy Who Will","Just Another Dreamer",2005-09-19,4.8,87,"I want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. Who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A pretty boy, but not so pretty that I feel awkward. A boy who thinks I'm b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l. A boy who will sing to me at random moments. Who lets me sleep on his chest. I want a guy who will tell his mother I have beautiful eyes, a guy who will bring me orange juice when I'm sick, who writes songs about me because he doesn't know any other way to tell me how he feels. I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times. I want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. A boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he'd still do it. A boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything I say. A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. I want a boy who will write me notes in class, and give me flowers every once in a while for no real reason at all. Who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at game. Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. A boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring and we could have contest of how far we can spit our gum. Who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. A boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. I want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. A boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. Who will tell all his friends about me and smile when he does it. A boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. Who will make out with me in the pouring rain and will tell me when he doesn't think something looks good. I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. Someone who would never be afraid to say I love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up. I want a boy who will take me to Target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. Someone who will kiss me at midnight on New Years and who will make funny faces at me when I'm on the phone. I want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. I want a boy who will stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after I've got him soaked. A boy who will tell me I'm b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l but not too often. I want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. A boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. I want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when I'm sick, and would play with my hair. But mostly I want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me.",2005-09-19,2007-05-16,151639
18,"2018-02-27 02:25:04","To My Unborn Child...",Matthew,2005-07-13,4.7,1458,"To My Unborn Child... I'm writing down this letter, to my unborn son Who before his first breath, my heart he's already won I love you more then anyone can devise From the tips of your toes, to the sparkle in your eyes I hold your mother's hand, and we plan out your life We can picture your white coat, and we can see your surgeon's knife We know that you'll be great, at whatever it is you do Just make sure you're happy, and we'll be happy to I love you my son, with all my heart and soul I'm so very excited, that I barely have control Your room is almost finished; it's the brightest shade of blue With gold around the edges, it's only the best for you I have some words of wisdom, which I feel I must impart Remember these words always, and keep them in your heart Dishonesty is bad; never use it to get by Always tell the truth, even when you lie Always love your woman, keep her first in your life And she will always be there, to kiss away your strife Always pull out chairs, and hold open every door Kiss her on the forehead, and leave her wanting more Enjoy this thing called life, don't live it cold and bland Close your eyes and take a leap, never do things as you planned Try not to lose your temper; it's really no big deal But my son if you must fight, do it for something real Take the time to listen, to what people have to say And don't forget to smile; it could brighten someone's day Try to live with patience, do it the best you can Stand up for those who can't, and show the world that you're a man Always be a leader, step forward never hide Put yourself out there, and they'll stand by your side These things I hope you learn, someday you'll come to find But for now they're just a dream, tucked away inside my mind My son I truly love you, though your face I've never seen Now and forever, and everyday that comes between Copyright(C) 2005 All Rights Reserved",2005-07-13,2013-01-20,126058
19,"2018-02-27 02:25:04","Metamorphosis of a Breaking Heart","SiLeNtLy ScReAmInG",2008-05-25,4.9,42,"Watch this heart shatter, The broken pieces scatter, From here, clear to there, Watch my paper heart begin to tear. Watch my happy smile falter, My facial expressions slowly alter, The glimmer in my eyes fade to grey, Ignore the tears I quickly brush away. Listen to the words I speak, Hear only the answers that you seek, Turn away, turn your back, Don't look at me, my world is going black. Just stay away, don't turn around, Don't see me fall, don't watch me drown, Looking back is a waste of time, In the end you were never mine. No excuses, no more wasted words, Tell your I'm sorry's to the birds, Each one is empty, cold, and useless, Without action, without feeling, meaningless. Keep them to yourself, don't give them to me, All along I said I was blind, but now I finally see, It was the perfect lie, never actually true, Guess I shouldn't have believed, not in you. Always expected the bomb to drop, Anticipated the pain that'd make my heart stop, Always said you'd leave me first, Looks like worst did come to worst. Lost my radiant sun, my forever light, My world plunging deep into eternal night, The tears, falling from my eyes like rain, Keep your eyes averted, avoid seeing my pain. Don't tell me that you still care, not anymore, No more lies, I'm watching you break for the door, Just turn and go away, have your happily ever after, Let the wind blow me back wisps of care free laughter. Just saying it for your benefit, don't worry I'll be alright, Everyone tells me that I'm strong, that I have the will, the might, Just have to make it through, time will help me heal, But I'll tell you this too, you'll never understand the pain I feel.",2008-05-25,2008-05-25,8207
20,"2018-02-27 02:25:08","He died from a brokenheart",cassanova,2005-12-28,4.8,75,"He moved to a new town, felt like he was lost, he always wore a frown, till he seen the angel across, one day he met her, it was like a sign, she was so pretty just, endless like time, together they fell, in deep love real fast, vowed to love each other, that they'd always last, then it got stronger, deeper than thought, he'd love her forever, felt life was to short, then something went wrong, and they spent less time, the boy started to wonder, is she even still mine, till one day she called, and heres what she said, ""id rather be alone, then with u instead, from that day on, inside more he died, he couldn't let go, no matter how hard he tried, two and a half years have past, in life he feels he has no part, twenty-one days later, he died from a broken heart, heres to all u lovers, who don't picture your selfs apart, make sure you cherish every moment, right from the very start....",2005-12-28,2007-08-29,163802
21,"2018-02-27 02:25:10","The words I cannot say","..::Angel of your darkness::..",2005-09-17,4.6,883,"These are the words I cannot say But they come from the heart Despite all the arguments I've liked you from the start I like the way your mind works The way you're so unique And when I'm in my darkest hour I long to hear you speak I like the way you walk The way you slightly smile And when your move close to me You cause my heart to go wild I like the ways you're different I like those mysterious eyes Actually I like everything Even what's inside I long for you to hold me To feel your lips on mine I know it isn't work yet We need a little more time But these are all the things I guess I cannot yet say Like how I somehow manage To think of you all day Yes I'm scared you'll hurt me Just break me and leave I don't want to have to worry I don't want to be deceived How all this can work I'll guess we'll never know But don't turn your back on me yet I'm not quite ready for you to o go I'm sorry for writing this But its all I can do It the only way for me To say I love you For these are the words I just cannot say But things will be different One day...",2005-09-17,2007-04-11,52707
22,"2018-02-27 02:25:11","A Disney Tale",DMG,2005-02-18,4.5,610,"You say you're Cinderella Or you would like to be Does this mean that you've found Your Prince Charming in me? You also say you're Jasmine So Princess, please be mine A whole new world I'll show you A world of love divine Your favorite is Tinkerbell So I'll be Peter Pan Together we can fly away Off to Neverland And if you're Sleeping Beauty Then I will be the one To kiss your lips, open your eyes And fill your life with sun And if I was the Beast And your name was Bell I know that I could count on you To free me from the spell And if I was Prince Eric Would you come with me? As my Ariel I'd show you A love deeper than the sea Just like a Disney tale Filled all with love and laughter You and I will be together Happily ever after So tell me your desires I'll make your dreams come true A life of happiness Princess, I'll share with you Lisa, be my Princess And your Prince I will be Together we can live Our own Disney story",2005-02-18,2007-04-18,52899
23,"2018-02-27 02:25:16","The Last Poem She Wrote",Amit,2005-04-29,4.7,1063,"In a little home, all alone; there once lived a girl, beautiful, five feet seven, her hairs had lovely curls. She loved a guy, more than she ever loved her life, and waited for the day to be recognized as his wife. She treated him like a gift sent from heavens above, & often said, he taught her the real meaning of love. She longed to be in his arms and hold onto his hand, he was everything to her - a lover and a best friend. He also loved that girl from the bottom of his heart, he had a strong belief, that none can do them part. Only obstacle he had was, he was too far from her, maybe 530 miles, I'm unsure what the numbers were. At times she talked to him about one of her friends, said he's the one on whom she can always depend. He asked her, ""Oh! Well, then who am I to you???"" She replied ""You've made my dreams come true. You're the one whom I think of all day and night, you've filled my life with the happiness and delight. Whenever I close my eyes, It's only you that I see, I love you more than my life, you're everything to me."" It was her best friend, the girl often talked about, Something's going on, now the guy started to doubt. At times, he was like a glass with anger filled upto brim, He thought an affair was going on between her & him. At times he thought how much she speaks is true, he wanted her to prove when she said ""I love you."" he often asked, ""why don't you value what you say?"" and she always replied, ""why do you feel that way?"" The distance between them had made a serious effect, and soon, like the start, nothing was now perfect. The girl's effort to stay with him didn't last too long, lovely melody of her life turned into a monotonous song. With thoughts of doubt each and every passing day, their trust was breaking & their love was fading away. Time went on slowly and nothing seemed to be fine, doubts in the guy's mind kept showing their shine. She missed him, and her nights were passing in a cry, She sent him many letters but he didn't send any reply. No words can explain, the pain she was going through, She didn't know how to talk to him or what else to do. She talked with one of his friend & asked him number, but he wasn't interested to talk and kept ignoring her. poor she! tried to search for him in things all around, and at the time she needed him, he was never found. He never showed his concern for her or ever cared. The pain she was living in couldn't be compared. The girl was really hurt and she commited suicide, The news next day read, ""A girl, 20, yesterday died"" In a room locked from inside, her body was found, stained in blood next to the bed, lying upon the ground. In her left hand, she was holding her suicide note, upon the letter, there was the last poem she wrote: ""When you'll read this, I would not be here with you, but this doesn't mean, that my love was never true, Who was that guy, Honey? He was nothing to me, and you were my life, I just wish you could see... ""I will love you for an eternity."", was your promise. but you did not trust my love for you and I hate this. You have now broken the promises you once made, So I am going far away by a cut with this blade. I loved you with all my heart and I will forever do, but what's the purpose of living, if I'm not with you. Maybe I wasn't your girl or you were unable to see, that you were my life, you meant everything to me. With one last wish, that I could once see your face, I'm going to heavens above, in the God's embrace. Remember, no one can love you the way I loved you, every word of promise I said, was cent percent true. This is my last present to you, for what you've done, I am going to a place, from where I will never return. As you'll read this, and I'm in the heavens up above, maybe then you'll realize the thing called true love."" It was not supposed to end in this way, with a weep, now she's laying in the grave, forever in deep sleep. See, the doubts for sure, can cause a relation's death, so don't ever let doubts take away your last breath. please vote...",2005-04-29,,34514
24,"2018-02-27 02:25:19","Sweet Love's Deceit","Karl Wild GG23",2007-07-02,4.9,60,"After all the dead ends and lessons learned, Through all the heartache and memories burned, Could you open your heart and risk love's deceit? Or would you lick your wounds, accept defeat? After all the tears you've cried, the broken pride, Through all the times they've lied, the pain inside, could you open your eyes, to your own surprise? Or would you sever your ties, accept demise? After all the sleepless nights, countless fights, Through all the bitter sights, wrongs and rights, Could you open your mind, never look behind? Or would you stay confined, accept declined? After all the dreadful name's, childish games, Through all the picture frames, faded flames, Could you open the door, to love once more? Or would you recall before, accept to ignore? After all the broken hearts, we'll one day find, Through all our questions, true love is blind, Though a million things could knock us off our feet, Always remain discreet, for sweet, love's deceit.",2007-07-02,2010-06-25,61976
25,"2018-02-27 02:25:22","You Are The Perfect Guy...","Kailynn Makenna",2005-08-23,4.6,996,"To: Derick I just cant find the way To express my love for you You are just amazing In everything you do The time I spend with you Is the best Ive ever had And you always know how to help me When its me whos feeling sad I dont know how to say this But ill do my best and try And I just want you to know That you sir, are the perfect guy You make me feel so special You make me feel so right And if I had it my way I would always hold you tight I hope that I dont lose you I pray to god each day Because as long as you are here I can push my pain away I love you oh so much And that I know is true Because no matter what I do I cant keep my eyes off you I hope we are together For time and time to come Cause I need you in my life To change who Ive become...",2005-08-23,2009-06-10,215184
26,"2018-02-27 02:25:26","The Missing Piece of my Heart","Marc Ortiz",2007-07-12,4.8,84,"Do you remember your first special kiss? That one sweet kiss melted your beautiful soul. Do you long for that kiss to happen again? Close your eyes, picture that moment in time.. I remember the moment before our lips met, Her eyes gazed to mine, our lips just an inch away.. I held on to her hands and said, ""I'm yours forever.."" Kissing her softly in my room.. Suddenly.. Leaves are tapping down the window She stopped kissing me and said, ""It was just the leaves."" I said, ""It's God blessing us from above."" ""Can you feel the angels, they're watching us."" We were still gazing outside the window.. The sun starts to sink in the horizon.. I whispered, ""I love you, You're my only one."" Tears run down her face.. And she held her arms around me.. I whispered, ""Your eyes are the window to your heart.. ""And your tears are a proof that you have one."" ""God gave us two feet, two hands, two ears and two eyes.."" But only one heart.. I came closer to her and said.. ""Because God knows that I will find the other piece in your heart""",2007-07-12,2008-03-08,117411
27,"2018-02-27 02:25:30","Much Too Late",Hollymariee,2008-08-21,4.7,39,"Tell me lies and call me names When you need I'm here to blame Ignore me during my times of need Live your life the way you please Drink until you cannot stand Refuse to let me hold your hand When I need you, don't be there Just act as if you do not care Make those promises you cannot keep Hide those secrets that haunt my sleep Sneak around and ""forget"" to call Cut me down and watch me fall Make us seem like a big mistake But there's only so much a girl can take You never thought I was good enough You sure miss me now; But that's just tough Before you did the things above Should've known your life without my love Now you'll spend your life trying to find Everything that you've left behind For once boy, you'll cry real tears While you reminisce on the past two years But it's much too late to make things okay Because it's in his arms I want to stay <3",2008-08-21,2008-08-22,12947
28,"2018-02-27 02:25:35","Look Away",TinyDancer46,2007-05-25,5.0,25,"Look away Act as if it isn't killing you Ignore the words That are tearing out your soul... Show that fake smile And act as though tears aren't Forming behind your eyes... Let the truth haunt your mind As a lie escapes your lips Pretend for a moment That all is okay That nothing is wrong And then maybe, just maybe... If you pretend long enough... You'll actually believe it",2007-05-25,,11506
29,"2018-02-27 02:25:37","Why Do I Still Love You",Kali,2004-12-25,4.7,169,"Everythings so silent I cant hear a voice So many feelings I dont have a choice Crying so softly So I cant be heard Everythings so confusing Every little word So many nights Where I cant sleep Dreaming of how much You mean to me Asking myself Is this how I feel Closing my eyes On everything real Wishing and praying Wanting to know Why I care for you Why cant I let go? Eyes filled with the tears Heart filled with the fears Mind so confused Why do I still love you? Everyones told me I cant feel this way You told me goodbye Yet I need you to stay Standing in place For such a long time I cant figure out Why I want you to be mine Youve broken my heart And left me to cry I feel so useless But I cant say goodbye",2004-12-25,2007-04-15,31855
30,"2018-02-27 02:25:37","Dedicated to every girl in the world","Hope Bound Heart",2004-07-27,4.6,314,"Treat her like shes more than you want.. more than you could ever dream.. and more than she thinks she is... like shes everything youve ever wanted.. make sure you speak to her sweeter and love her deeper be true and be kind shes more than just a girl... shes and angel without wings, shes the sweetest thing in the world, and is more precious than a thousand roses.. girls Never frown because you never know When someone is falling In love with your smile, let her know you care let her know by doing something special for her call her everynight just to make sure everthings alright and to remind her you still care..always wish her the sweetest dreams... when she cries let your shoulder be the first she rests her head upon, and cry with her, letting her know shes not alone, when she laughs let you be the first to hear her, when shes down help her laugh but most of all guys...when you tell her you love her let her see the tears in your eyes..................",2004-07-27,2007-05-01,43987
31,"2018-02-27 02:25:39","Tears on a Keyboard","Karl Wild GG23",2007-05-24,4.9,48,"As she reads the words he wrote, Her teardrops fall like rain, A lump forms in her throat, Her world is filled with pain. She tries to read them clearly, But her eyes begin to swell, He says he loves her dearly, It's just time to say farewell. He knows exactly what's in her heart, That her love for him is surely true, He doesn't want for them to part, But feels there's nothing he can do. ""Forever and always you'll be my baby, I'll never let another girl take that away, In another life this would work out, maybe, I'll think of that precious smile, everyday."" As her teardrops hit the keyboard, She's not prepared to let him go, His love for her, was it's own reward, Signed always and forever, X and O.",2007-05-24,2007-05-24,9801
32,"2018-02-27 02:25:44","What it is to live","Jacqui Armstrong",2005-01-07,4.9,74,"He walked through the door a tear in his eye He lifted his sleeve and wiped it dry He took a deep breath and stepped into the room He closed his eyes he saw the gloom She was there so very quiet and still She seemed as though she was never ill He slowly walked closer to her The few weeks before became a blur He reached out for her small white hand Held it tight but could not understand He took his ring placed it on her chain Took his sleeve and wiped his eyes again He slowly sat on the small white chair Put out his hand and touched her hair So perfect and blonde so long and neat Without you I am incomplete He whispered, I love you in her ear Although you're gone you're always here And at that moment his hand moved from her hair To his heart you're always there He slowly stood up and again took her hand Things were clear he could now understand Even if she wasn't there with him Inside his heart could never be dim He placed her hand down by her side Her imprint she left so deep inside For the last time he softly kissed her Still her body did not stir He turned to walk toward the door Then turned back to look once more Her new small ring shone in the light He closed the door she had lost her fight And as surely as he said that day In his heart she will always stay © Jacqui Armstrong * i have dedicated this poem to one of my friends who's girlfriend he lost to cancer*",2005-01-07,2007-09-21,223478
33,"2018-02-27 02:25:48","I DO LOVE YOU SO I WILL LET YOU GO",noha,2008-03-27,4.9,51,"To let Go...Doesn't mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. Is not to cut myself off, Is the realization that I can't control another. To Let Go....Is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. Is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To Let Go....Is not to try to change or blame another, I can only change myself. Is not to care for, but to care about. To let Go....Is not to fix, but to be supportive. Is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let Go....Is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcome, but to allow others to effect their own outcomes. Is not to be protective, it is to permit another to face reality. To Let Go....Is not to deny, but to accept. Is not to nag, scold, or argue, but to search out my own shortcomings and to correct them. To Let Go....Is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes, and to cherish the moment. Is not to criticize or regulate anyone, but to try to become whatever dream I can be. To Let Go....Is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future. Is to fear less and to love more. And I do ""LOVE YOU"" So I will...""LET YOU GO""...",2008-03-27,2008-05-03,19818
34,"2018-02-27 02:25:50","I Won't Give Up On Us Now",Toni,2004-12-05,4.7,632,"It's two am, you're still on my mind These sleepless nights leave me behind So I sit here waiting for dawn to come Thinking of the amazing things you've done I know things haven't been good for a while I've shouted at you, taken away your soft smile Taking all my anger and problems out on you I've felt so bad I haven't known what to do Yet you took it all, didn't even retaliate Even when my head filled with anger and hate You stood there for me, right by my side You told me that I no longer had to hide Even when I made up excuses to fight You understood, helped me to see the light You had faith in me when others walked away You have stayed by me every single day Even when I told you to leave me alone You sat close to me, making your care known You listened to all my words of pain You promised me the future wouldn't be the same This week has been full of tears and strain I've been so tied up in my problems and pain I don't think I've told you enough how I feel How I live for you and my love is still real How you're the one and I still know this is true How if you left me now, I wouldn't know what to do Looking in your eyes, I know you're the one I still know that together is where we belong You make me feel safe; I've never felt that before When you touch me I can feel your love so pure I swear you're an angel sent from above You stand by me and show me your love You're the one I want, nobody else comes near The thought of losing you fills my heart with fear You're my first love and I know you'll be my last I could never leave our love in the past We have something so very special and rare Plus a future filled with love and care I'll stand by you whereever we will go All of this I wanted you to know I'm sorry for taking everything out on you You're the only thing that's helped me pull through Thankyou so much for all that you have done I won't give up on us now...we've only just begun Any comments would mean a lot! x",2004-12-05,,57886
35,"2018-02-27 02:25:54","Remain miles apart.",BlueDreams,2007-08-02,5.0,32,"Life is getting very bleak I don't think I will find the love I seek The future is seemingly black and I know there is no going back. The chances for success are becoming less and less I have poured out my soul and heart we still remain miles apart. I have exposed the real me for very few to see They will not forget I will probably regret. All I have to offer is me not enough I see My love, heart, help and desire not enough to light anyone's fire Feeling less amused, but totally confused I have lost, so I must let her be there is nothing else to do, I see. But my love for her is so deep it even robs me of sleep I am in so much emotional pain maybe a blade deep into a vein. No, its the way out of the cheat its not me, its not neat To myself I must confess, not leave others to clean up the mess. In the world you can only help a few I only wanted to give her a life that was true There is a lot more to her than meets the eye but she is caged and not allowed to fly. Her potential has no bounds she needs to hear the right sounds Now I see, they are not destined to come from me I've tried my best, can't keep up with the rest. My love she will deny so I may just curl up and die I will push no more, just close the door Hide in obscurity, never again seek purity My last wish from this mess, is that she find love and total success I should have known, as a mere male I was destined to fail. I know that seclusion is a must I must admit it is her I still love and trust Like a sister or best friend, I had hoped it would be until the end Wrong again, I must have been insane Time to let her go, never to let my inner self show Its too much of an emotional drain, impossible pain Never, never, never again. Time to allow myself to grow old forever staying alone and cold I've said my piece, I'll say no more I'll just curl up here and die on the floor.",2007-08-02,2007-08-02,26130
36,"2018-02-27 02:25:59","One Wish","Jacob M Parnell",2006-02-03,4.9,78,"If I had one wish. If one desire could come true. If I had one wish. My wish would be you. If I could choose. I would stay in your arms forever. Our hearts would fuse. And our love would become an endeavor. I would wish for you to stay with me. For you to be my love. You would be my hearts key. Forever my angel, my dove. Forever is a long time. To require in a single command. I will write our love in a rhyme. For it would be my demand. I would ask of this. Only with your permission. Lost in a kiss. Our love is my ambition. So I wished upon the star. The star that reminded me most of you. My actions seemed bizarre. But this wish I had to pursue. If I had one wish. My wish would be you. And since I made that wish. My wish has come true... (c) 2006 Please vote/comment",2006-02-03,2008-11-28,333669
37,"2018-02-27 02:26:00","Now That You're Gone",Serena,2004-02-05,4.7,64,"Now that you're gone, It's too dark at night. It's constantly cold. And nothing seems right. Now that you're gone It hurts to be alone. I can't stand it here without you Afraid and on my own. Now that you're gone My world means naught, I'm sorry for what I said, And all the times we fought. Now that you're gone, I can't seem to find my smile. I didn't think I'd lose it yet, At least not for a while Now that you're gone, I can't help but yearn For the love that we had And the day that you'll return Now that you're gone And have left me behind I'm loosing my focus And have already lost my mind. Now that you're gone Nothing else will matter Each day I'm without you My heart won't cease to shatter Now that you're gone All it does is rain, The heavens seems to weep, As if they feel my pain. Now that you're gone I just want to cry, Because I curse that night you left, When we had to say good-bye. Now that you're gone I only want one wish, For you to come back And give me just one kiss",2004-02-05,2008-02-05,114963
38,"2018-02-27 02:26:01","What I've Kept Inside",TinyDancer46,2006-02-27,4.6,506,"Sorry if this sucks, just had to get everything out.. I don't know why its hard for me I'm not sure why I cry I have no clue why it still hurts To know we said goodbye I wish I could explain it But you'd never understand The tears that burn in my eyes When I see you hold her hand... But you'll never really know The pain that I go through For I just fake a smile and say That I'm so glad for you... Yet I'll spend another day With pain that never ends Wishing we could go back... To before I said ""just friends""",2006-02-27,2007-06-17,26408
39,"2018-02-27 02:26:02","Dear Diary",TinyDancer46,2005-12-13,4.7,252,"*This poem is about the views of two different people, in two different diaries* Dear Diary, It's Megan once again And I'm just writing to say That David just walked by again He didn't glance my way It's just like he's forgotten Just what we used to be He doesn't even care at all But he means so much to me Dear Diary, It's David once again And I'm just writing to say That Megan walked on by again Without glancing my way I miss her so much that it hurts But of course she doesn't see That she'll always mean the world And she's everything to me Dear Diary, Today David was with her And I tried hard not to cry But I couldn't help the tears As they were falling from my eye I turned and walked away So my feelings wouldn't show But the truth is, I still love him More than he will ever know Dear Diary, I saw Megan again today When I was walking with a friend I faked a smile when she walked by But it's so hard to pretend I wonder if she'll ever know She's always on my mind I wonder if she still loves me Or if she's just left me behind Dear Diary, I think that I will tell him That I want him to be mine That I'll be with him forever And I'll love him for all time Dear Diary, I think that I will tell her That she's everything to me And that I want to go back To the way we used to be ************************ Dear Diary, I'm sorry that it took so long But I'm writing just to say That Dave and I got married We've got a daughter on the way",2005-12-13,2007-06-24,19621
40,"2018-02-27 02:26:04","This cyber love",Eraklis,2004-10-09,4.8,133,"Is this real or in my dreams My worlds unraveling at the seams You have my heart now take my soul This cyber love is what makes me whole I can't believe what's happening to me Your face so perfect that I've never seen Your lips so soft I may never touch I only feel the keyboard I clutch I need you now I need you forever In an electric world to be together A surreal place that plays with the mind In a cloned world of two of a kind I consume your words they filter inside No matter what I do I can't seem to hide My trembling hands awaiting the rush When I feel you near to resume this crush Your my everything my unyielding desire the spark to the match before it lights fire The angel within that whispers my name Controlling the moves in this wicked game This cyber love Is why I awake This cyber love is my only escape The time has come I feel it in my spine When I look toward the melancholy light and see your on-line.",2004-10-09,2007-06-10,49616
41,"2018-02-27 02:26:04","Bed Of Blood",Kayla,2005-02-11,4.6,1858,"He needed her kiss She longed for his touch He wanted to hold her Thats not asking for much So distant they were But so close were their hearts The feelings they felt made up For their time spent apart They spoke every day But the lonely nights got longer All the wrong words said Only made the love grow stronger People told her it was not real They told her it wouldnt last But she knew he truly loved her She could not put him in the past She called him late one night But he never answered the phone He was always there for her before Why had he left her alone? She tried to call him back As thoughts ran through her mind She was afraid he was with someone else She did not want him to leave her behind The next day he did not call Knowing he had treated her wrong Thinking of what he did the night before Left him depressed all day long She sat there crying in the dark As he did the same so many miles away He picked up the phone and dialed four numbers Before he realized he had nothing to say Three long days passed They still had not spoken She was more scared than she had ever been And her fragile heart was broken He knew what he must do He had to tell her the mistake he made Despite the fear of what he could lose He dialed the number and the phone rang It shocked her when she heard the ring She hesitated before she answered And when he told her he slept with another girl The tears fell faster She wanted to hang up right then But she listened to him apologize She tried to make out his words Through the sobs and sad cries She couldnt forgive him at the moment She simply said ""alright"" and left him there He stayed on the line long after she left Then he grabbed his car keys and ran down the stairs She lay in her bed Clinging tight to the sheets She did not even move She just wanted to weep He drove farther and farther Miles from his hometown He just wanted to take her in his arms He had to get to her somehow He drove as fast as he could Did not care about the traffic Then out of nowhere Thats where the crash happened She did not sleep at all that night She couldnt stand the pain Before she began to take a shower The phone started to ring She did not know who it was But she ran to the receiver She thought at first it was him Instead it was her mother She could tell her mom had been crying When she told her to turn to channel two The phone fell down hard on the floor When she saw what was on the news The funeral was tragic She had not seen him in two years Seeing him lying in the casket Is what brought all the tears Old memories started to flood back to her Most were good but some were bad Thats when she realized He was all she ever had ""He was only eighteen,"" she heard them say ""He had so much to give."" She wished so hard that it could have been her She wished he would have lived The thing that hurt her the most Is that he was almost at her home She kept thinking he might have survived If only she had known After the funeral the police came to her house And handed her a letter It was an apology from him to her Saying that he would make this all better It was the sweetest thing she ever read And it brought more tears than ever She read it over and over again A tear falling with every single letter It said how they would spend their life together Get married and have a family It said how much he loved her And how he promised to make her happy She went home that day And just sat alone on her bed Reading his words again and again Repeating them in her head She took out her scrapbook And looked at their old pictures Her heart filled with pain Knowing that he was not with her She grabbed a pen and a notebook And began writing a letter When she finished she folded it up And bowed her head with a prayer She went into the kitchen And found the sharpest knife She had made her decision She gave up her life It was not because she wanted to die She just wanted to see him again And as she took her last lonely breath She was thinking of him They found her on the bed of blood With his letter in one hand and hers in the other They saw his picture lying on her heart And knew they were finally together i love you, jody!!!",2005-02-11,2006-06-07,45415
42,"2018-02-27 02:26:08","I WISH*",cassanova,2007-08-19,4.8,69,"I wish... i wish i was you lip gloss, every day your lips i touch, always with you in your purse, id see your face so much, i wish i was your eye liner, in your eyes id be, finally theres a moment, where all you see is me, i wish i was your pants, actually your belt on your waist, wrapped tightly around you, as we went place to place, i wish i was your sweater, a turtle neck preferably, i could smell your scent, and kiss your neck indefinitely, i wish i was your mirror, id be the first to see your face, every morning you woke up, only us in a confined space, i wish i was yours, i wish with all my might, just for one more time, which we could spend a night..",2007-08-19,2007-08-30,69468
43,"2018-02-27 02:26:10","The Luckiest Guy","Goran Rahim",2006-07-20,4.7,211,"Dear the luckiest guy in the world, I don't know you, All I know is you are the luckiest guy Because the girl who I loved, is your lover. That was my destiny, but don't know why Respect her, please respect her That is all I want from you. As not every person can get her love. Everyone is not lucky like you. I lost myself in her world, Even though I loved her a lot. But what could I do? My words were weaker than I thought. I am still wondering Nowadays how is this life to you? Every second is brighter As a princess said she loves you Do you ever feel sad? I don't think so still I am asking. There is no reason to be sad After you got that much loving. I don't know if you deserve her Because she is the best. But please make her happy, So my heart could get some rest. You are the luckiest guy As her lips said she loves you And here a hopeless guy is still waiting To hear a word; Even if she says ""I hate you""",2006-07-20,2007-04-11,35757
44,"2018-02-27 02:26:11","Once Upon A Fairy Tale",TinyDancer46,2005-11-23,4.6,110,"Once upon a fairy tale Was a girl we all know well A princess only dreaming of The hope of finding her true love She searched the land but couldn't find The true love that she had in mind She tried to find him everyday Till her hopes all washed away She sat upon her empty throne Thinking that she'd be alone Everything in life felt wrong Until one day he came along Prince Charming was this prince's name And her lover he became She finally found her one true love The one that she'd been dreaming of Finally everything felt alright She had a prince to hold each night Someone to sit by on her throne No longer was this girl alone But then on one awful day He found Snow White and went away On a horse they waved goodbye This princess was left to cry She knew she'd have to live without The prince she cared so much about Goodbye to love and all the laughter Goodbye to happy ever after",2005-11-23,2007-06-24,36269
45,"2018-02-27 02:26:15","The Luckiest Guy (part 2)","Goran Rahim",2006-09-19,4.8,131,"Dear the luckiest guy in the world It is me again, the hopeless guy. Writing to you another note But I really don't know exactly why We both have something in common The angel that we both love. I am writing this to take out pain Not to make your life anymore tough. I was always dreaming and imagining One day she will open her eyes Then she'll realize how much I adore her How One day I'll be a surprise Having you in her life All my dreams have faded I am just a hopeless guy My every day is jaded. We were not alike That is why she chose you I was just being myself I was being so true You grew up in a land Which was full of brightness Me, since my childhood Got use to this darkness You can smile all the time As you have much happiness I got use to teardrops Yet for her, it is meaningless. I had the deepest feelings Yet never she could see Can you do me a favor? Advise her not to hate me You are the luckiest guy Finding the reality of my dream Yet I have no complaint As it is destiny's chosen theme",2006-09-19,2007-04-11,79482
46,"2018-02-27 02:26:19",Proposal,"Matt Dahl",2006-12-01,4.8,270,"Palms are sweaty Knees are weak My heart skips a beat And it's hard to speak Looking into your eyes No words were spoken As hard as I tried The silence remained unbroken I take your hand And drop to a knee Wondering, fearing What will your answer be? For better or worse Until death do us part I swear that I'll love you With all of my heart As we grow old And time turns the page I promise our love Will never show age So take this ring Along with my heart Together forever We'll never part For there's only one thing I need in my life And that is for you To become my wife For you are the one thing That makes me feel whole You brighten my life And touch my soul In times that are happy Or filled with sorrow Together side by side We'll face every tomorrow So until the end of time These seven words will always ring true ""Forever and always I will love you"" Copyright Matthew M. Dahl Please Vote and or Comment Thank You very much!",2006-12-01,2006-12-09,13715
47,"2018-02-27 02:26:21",Mom,"Karl Wild GG23",2006-12-10,4.9,59,"You were my first word ever spoken, The one who's always there, To me your love is the ultimate token, Next to you, other mother's don't compare. The way you're always there for me, No matter what I've done, That five letter name Marie, To me is the only one. You pick me up when I fall, While wanting nothing in return, Always answer when I call, Your love, I never had to earn. You taught me right from wrong, Showed me good from bad, Loved me all along, You're the best friend I've ever had. For me, You've always came through, I mean what more can I say, Words can't describe how much I love you, Thanks Mom, You've made me the man I am today. Love you Mom Always and Forever",2006-12-10,2007-10-16,37020
48,"2018-02-27 02:26:24","Tear Stained face",Princess09,2005-11-11,4.7,67,"Tears poured down, When his words came out. Everything he said, Was just another doubt. She was never good enough, Not even for her. But now her dreams, Flew by broken by a slur. He said he loved her, Then took it right back! He said he cared, But said it to attack! One tear at a time, Stained her pretty face. No one knew she was so fragile, Like a thin piece of lace. She stared at the knife, As a tear hit the ground, Would she dare use it, When it once spread her feelings around ? She used to cut but stopped. And was happy for a while. But he killed her! With his first smile. She wondered why, He would make her cry? Make her not want to live, But die? With a tear stained face, She took her life. Killed herself, With an already used knife. She did it for love, Her tears said it all, He was her depression, When he pretened to fall. No more tears, On her tear stained face, Nothing left, But her missery that took place!",2005-11-11,2008-03-23,119610
49,"2018-02-27 02:26:25","I'm Not Crying","Inside the Liar",2009-02-11,4.8,17,"Say all the words you want baby But I'm not breaking down Your words just bounce right off me My tears are nowhere to be found You and I are over That's road's already been paved And it's too late for you to realize What we had could've been saved Now that your girl dumped you You say you know how I feel But don't expect my sympathy 'Cause you caught the raw end of that deal You're begging me to take you back The tears running down your face But the emotions have frozen within me And I'm in a different place. A place where I don't have to care About how hard you're trying And all I can think as I turn away Is that for once I'm not crying Copyright 2009 S. Sieglaff",2009-02-11,,12580
50,"2018-02-27 02:26:28","Ripped Paper Hearts / I Will Never Belong To You","aDORKable x3",2006-12-16,5.0,22,"I'm sick of being the best friend When I want to be their girl I'm sick of making them my everything When I'm not allowed in their world I'm sick of all the heartaches Of all the hurting and the pain My tears just can't stop falling Like a summer's stormy rain Staring at you from across the room My heart could always flutter I make it a point to look for you But when I talk I barely mutter Why do I care so much When you couldn't have cared less Why do you torture me And leave me standing here a mess My ripped paper heart Torn right at the crease The little rips and previous tears Still hurt, to say the least It's the constant torture of seeing you But that killing pain inside I always be the one far away Never the girl by your side You don't mean to be so mean It's just that you don't care I dress up and look pretty, just for you It takes me hours to pick out what to wear The perfected brush on my powdered eyes And a sweep of mascara of two Just seem to go so unnoticed Whenever I'm around you I could look you in the eyes But you wouldn't hold my glare You'll be thinking about someone else Who wasn't even there Hurt replaces my feelings inside When I finally realize it's true That no matter what I do I will never belong to you",2006-12-16,2006-12-17,7411
51,"2018-02-27 02:26:30","Cheated .",BrokenREALiTy,2006-11-14,4.6,296,"Sometimes you just gotta let go, No matter how hard it seems. Because sometimes you just can't fix, All your shattered dreams. No matter how much it hurts, Or how many tears you've shed. It was your fault for believing, The lies that you were fed. With your heart throbbing, And your stomach full of butterflies. You can't see past the smile, That always defies. Mesmerized by his beauty, You've been hypnotized by his voice. Couldn't help but fall in love, Giving in without a choice. You know that he's lying, But you still choose to ignore. And though you can live without him, What would you be living for? He cheated and you know it, You can't ignore what's there. Gotta face the truth, Instead of pretending you don't care. And after writing this poem, I think I can finally see. That he wasn't worth the time, And he wasn't good enough for me. [c] 2O06 Mindy Huang",2006-11-14,2008-01-25,39064
52,"2018-02-27 02:26:30","What kind of guy",Switchblade89,2005-05-17,4.7,127,"What kind of guy do you look for? one that in time you can adore? one that you hope will remain friends, even when your love ends? One that flatters you with whispers in your ears? one that holds the tissue to wipe your tears? a guy that will do anything you want him to? a guy who loves you for the real ""you""? One that will always hold you tight, keeping you from nightmares all night? a guy that reminds you how beautiful you are, regardless if you are close or far? A guy who shares his food when you want more? or a guy who opens and holds the door? a guy who can stare at you for an hour and a half, just to see your smile and hear your laugh? One that would stay up to talk on the phone, just so you would never feel alone? A guy who knows a little bit of romance, gives you a long kiss after a slow dance? One that apologizes no matter how long, for even the simplest things he's done wrong? one that would choose you over anything, cause you with him makes him feel like a king? a guy whos more amusing than a clown, and can always turn your frown upside down? a guy that always keeps you from being bored, and for the rest of time by him your adored? I'm asking all these questions,do you want to know why? Because I would like to be that guy, I would like to be the guy who does all this for you, now the main question is ""am I going to be able to""?",2005-05-17,2013-03-12,12479
53,"2018-02-27 02:26:35","If Life Was A Dream (Collab)",Cindy,2007-06-07,5.0,31,"If life was a dream You'd be here with me Laughing, hand in hand Smiling for all to see If life was a dream Together we'd grow old Still making future plans Forgetting years stole. If life was a dream Sun would never fade alone Darkness simply surrenders To love you have shown If life was a dream No tear would fall from eyes No prayer will go unheard True love could never die If life was a dream I'd be back in your arms Kissing your sweet lips Safe from all life's harms If life was a dream I'd never feel alone Pain would not exist For you would be home If life was a dream No plans would be betrayed Love will shower everywhere No need to be afraid If life was a dream Why would I need to sleep? When I have you by my side And your heart to keep http://www.poems-and-quotes.com/author.html?id=176982 End Of Eternity Written By : Cynthia Graver and End Of Eternity June 8 , 2007",2007-06-07,2007-06-12,19884
54,"2018-02-27 02:26:40","Cupid's little arrow",Kaila,2008-02-03,4.6,21,"Stabbing me with intensity it digs deep into my heart, No matter how much I tug it does not want to part, Wedged into the bottom-less pit of my broken soul. Digging deeper into my chest it makes itself a whole. Puppy dog eyes stare gazing at you from afar, Watching you walk so elegantly, wondering who you are, Breathing deep trying to catch a smell of your scent, Questioning if the angels in Heaven miss you yet. This wound in my chest is building up such pain, Sucking itself in deeper it is driving me insane, Engulfed into my veins cutting into my soul, Trying to figure out what exactly is its goal. Longing puckering lips smile in your direction, It seems as though this love is a horrible infection, Blushing red cheeks turn brighter as you come in sight, The urge to kiss you here and now is a feeling hard to fight. The arrow in your heart is now connected with another, Holding hands and kissing faces you now do love each other, This wound is still a part of me and will not go away, Remind me to tell Cupid, Happy Valentines Day.",2008-02-03,,12588
55,"2018-02-27 02:26:45","ThE HaRdeST ThInG In tHE WoRLd..",stephyG,2006-01-19,4.7,106,"The hardest thing in the world Is what I'm about to say please listen to my words Before you turn away wer've been together a while everyone says were great Lately Ive felt different maybe this is not fate I know you love me dearly boy I love you too but the time has come to say I'm breaking up with you. sorry that was sudden please listen to me For these reasons I need to say These reasons we couldn't be 'Its not you its me' Would be a lie to tell Im going to tell you the truth As you know me so very well. To the best boyfriend of all No one could ever compare sometimes you broke your promises saying you would always be there I was always there for you at your every request you found it hard to realize I was always placed second best. I understand friends are important Maybe more so than me But baby you needed to understand That slowly you were loosing me. i may not have left your heart I was slipping out of touch did you ever see my pain? I cared about you so much. Never forget that I still do I love you till this day But baby it cant work out Theres no more we can say. Please make me a promise One that you must hold Promise to take care of yourself Till the day we grow old You will always be my everything Even Till the day I die Baby this has been the hardest thing saying the words good bye. Please Read and Comment as it would mean so much to me..love you guys, your all talented!!",2006-01-19,2007-06-01,73794
56,"2018-02-27 02:26:47","Magical kiss",cassanova,2007-03-11,4.9,33,"I look in her eyes, and it tickles my soul, the magical kisses, are about to unfold.. staring into her eyes, while holding her hips, my body starting to tremble, anticipating those lips.. i close my eyes, and lean in for a kiss, shaking so much, i hope i don't miss.. then our lips met, and it was the best, my heart beated so fast, i lost my breath.. looking in her eyes, the feelings a bliss, and every peck from her, is a magical kiss....",2007-03-11,,20649
57,"2018-02-27 02:26:48","Love pulled the trigger.",ASPHYXIATED,2006-03-09,4.9,35,"Rip me open slowly, You like to hear me shout, Sit back and baby, Watch my blood flow out, Smile your beautiful smile, As your dagger tears through me, The pain in my eyes arouses you, I'm where you want me to be. Fill my cup with poison, Then laugh as i crouch in pain, Your sparkling eyes now blood shot, From revenge so much you gain, Torturing my love forsaken soul, Compare me to her each chance you get, The poison of your hatred, Began when our eyes first met. Place the shotgun on my temple, My life rests in your shaken hand, Relax don't worry sweetie, I'll jump at each demand, This power you behold now, Is one drenched in sorrow, With one soft simple push, You could demolish my tomorrow. Suicide they'll consider, Homicide sounds more mature, Manslaughter I doubt you'd pull off, You want a bloodbath on the floor, Make your motive now dear, For your murdering me as we chat, I love you forever baby. While your hiding my body.. Remember that.",2006-03-09,,6924
58,"2018-02-27 02:26:50",Acceptance,BrokenREALiTy,2007-07-03,5.0,33,"You know the typical teenage girl, With the shattered cries and defeated pride? Remember the broken hearts; the many secrets, And the agonizing pain they try to hide? It's funny how they're looked down upon; How much they get yelled at for not letting go. And what's even more amusing is that I do that now, When I used to be one of those. Those little girls with the made-up smiles, Looking forward to nothing but a fairy tale demise. Walking around hopeful, with such naivety, Just to end up with a loved one to despise. Broken down and tainted; unwilling to love again, Staggering in agony and drowning in lost hope. Trying so hard to find the path they've lost, Attempting with all energy left to cope. And though I still sit among lost memories, I've open myself and done what those girls can't. To slowly reveal the heart inside of me, And accept the love of another man. [c] 2O07 Mindy Huang Does it make sense? I don't know what I was trying to write... It just popped into mind, so I typed it here.",2007-07-03,,24172
59,"2018-02-27 02:26:54","The One You Forgot",*Charisma*,2007-01-04,5.0,25,"A simple word can break my soul Rip me in half, no longer whole. I'm shaking at the very thought Of being the one you forgot. You're everything in life to me The reason why I want to breathe I smile just when I think of you And all those things you say and do. Yet, if you don't feel the same No one can we really blame. It's just the way life sometimes goes You can't escape all of its blows. But I wish this once to be free Of the hope we'd never be. That's something I don't want to face. Don't want to feel so out of place. I've planned everything around us Now it may not be enough. Threads are barely holding on And your words can break their bond. Or you can make them tighter still Renew my strength and my will. Keep me believing love is real If you return the way I feel Please don't hurt me, but if you do Make it gentle. Help me through. I love you and fear that time Will cost me my peace of mind. I pray I didn't wait too long To let you know my love is strong. And without you it's merely waste Once so sweet, now bitter taste. So I don't know what your words will be But I pray they are kind to me. I hope they are filled with love That I'm the one you're thinking of. But I'm shaking at the very thought Of being the one you forgot. PLEASE RRC! I will do the same! Charisma*",2007-01-04,2007-01-14,11379
60,"2018-02-27 02:26:57","If I could.",BlueDreams,2007-06-18,4.9,36,"If I could catch a million stars, I know just what I'd do, I'd arrange them on a paper, And sing them back to you. If I could give you gifts of gold, I'd have each one inscribed, With a special memory, That I hold, dear, inside. I'd give you everything you'd want, Or you could ever need, But that would never measure, All you've given me. With honesty and compassion, You lend a tender ear. And when I look into your eyes, My troubles disappear. But, I am not a rich man, Nor lucky enough to catch a star, I can only give you one thing... All that's in my heart. This is something you'll never be without, Whether you are near or far, For it is a simple but precious gift... My love is where you are. MAY 15 2007 http://www.shadowspoet.com/theshadowsofray5.html",2007-06-18,2007-06-18,16064
61,"2018-02-27 02:26:59","The Perfect Crime",Darien,2006-08-23,4.7,62,"The Perfect Crime Moonlight grazed the lake last night As stars aligned for a beautiful sight Her eyes of radiance sparked a flame Whispers from the wind call her name Sitting on a bench with a lovely view There was nothing, I would rather do Leaning her head against my shoulder I kept her warm as the night got colder The crime scene was perfectly placed Go in for the kill, with no time to waste I grinned as I gently kissed her forehead ""Baby, I love you so much"" I softly said She opened her glamorous eyes so wide ""I love you too,"" smiling as she replied Kissing her lips I showed my affection In that moment there was a connection Happily we committed the perfect crime But we were not getting caught this time The crime scene left empty as we depart Stole a priceless item, each other's heart",2006-08-23,2007-04-13,94649
62,"2018-02-27 02:27:00","Your Everything",Hollymariee,2008-11-02,4.8,26,"I can be the stars , That light up your night sky . And I can be your shoulder , If ever you need to cry . I can be your words , If ever you cannot speak . And I can be your eyes , If the truth you ever seek . I can be your conscience ; That whisper in your ear . And I can be the ONE , The one that you hold dear . I can be the laughter , That puts the smile on your face . And I can be the beauty That makes your heart beat race . I can be the girl , That you just can't get off your mind . And I can be the perfection , That you've searched so long to find . Boy , I can be your anything ; And to you I'll always tend . I want to be your everything , But never just your friend .",2008-11-02,2008-11-28,5582
63,"2018-02-27 02:27:01","Cant Get You Out Of My Head","Emily Strickland",2004-04-04,4.6,464,"Couldn't Sleep Last Night Too Busy Thinking About You Can't Get You Out Of My Head But What Am I Supposed To Do Every Night While I Sleep I Dream About Me And You For Us To Finally Be Together Would Be A Dream Come True I Can't Seem To Do Anything Without You In My Head Every Night I Sit And Think About You As I Lie Awake In Bed Everytime I'm Around You You Take My Breath Away I Wish That I Could Be With You Every Minute Of Every Day When I'm With You I Start To Shake I Can't Think Of What To Say My Heart Starts Beating Really Fast And All My Fears Simply Melt Away As I Stare Into Your Eyes I Always Seem To Get Lost I Would Give Anything To Be With You No Matter What The Cost I Think Im Going Crazy I Just Don't Know What To Do My Heart Controls My Mind I've Fallen In Love With You *~*Please Vote And Comment*~*",2004-04-04,2008-06-09,122640
64,"2018-02-27 02:27:03","WHat yOu truly arE tO mE..",-v-neE-,2005-10-03,4.8,75,"* It is indeed quite long,but please read it !! if you don't mind,do give some comments,i really want to improve myself..*please and thank you !! My boyfriend and I, Had this small argument, And we didn't want to admit defeat, So we both just get hurt.. And one day,I say... Since we had come this far, So let me end this fight, Now,see clearly and read my lips, Don't let it out from your sight. Just wanted you to know, That I never seriously like you, No,not even once, It's true,that's how I feel.. Another thing is that, You've never once crossed my mind, I know I sounded cold, But it is indeed,not a lie.. If one day,you had to leave, And ask if i would cry, I'll straight away give you a ""NO"", And followed by a sigh.. If I were to pick, Between my life and you, I'll tell you,it'll be ""my life"", Cause that's how i really feel.. By the time I reached here, You broke down in tears, You think I was lying, For all these years... Then I continued.... Indeed it is a fact, That I never really like you, Don't worry,my dear, Cause ""love"",is what i actually do.. I really cant deny, That you've never crossed my mind, Cause the truth is, That you're always kept inside.. If you were to leave, And really wish that i would cry, I'm sorry,i won't, Cause' I'm not willing to say goodbye.. If I were to pick, I definitely won't pick you, Cause you ""are"" my life, Believe me, it's true.. So this is how I truly feel, And I hope that this fight can end, I really want to be your lover, Instead of your ordinary friend.. -end-",2005-10-03,2007-06-20,103488
65,"2018-02-27 02:27:08","As Soldiers Went Home",,2007-07-16,4.6,29,"Staring at the river of my vanishing reflection, The star's countless wishes, my innocence Fellowed by the shadows of our invincible questions, The bleeding lips of rewarding disobedience. Beholdst thy beauty, bringing the clouds down into my knees, My whole world shakes as you stare at my eyes tenderly. Your path at this destiny as we sail across the seas, Bloodline of parliament, my heart aches easily. Will we never forget, cloudy nights of flower's sadness. I search so much love, only ""Maiden"" of my rhymes. I raise my sword and become a Saviour to my princess, As little cupids fly away on valentines. Into thy hands I drop a tear, 'til my war sets over. Your scent unto my veins warms my heart much deeper. Go back to fairytale, the sky was blue, I was with her. The merry-go-round watch our enemies suffer. Like soldiers on carnival, the spinning wheel of horses, From thy throne, the return of my Mortal Venus. So lovely, so kind, I'm deeply in love with your forces. I'm yours this day on, be worthed my most precious. Arrows in my heart gave me peace, ground filled with purple haze. Back in your arms I lay, my love of all these days. Now we meet again eternally back in place. The war was no more, all of me beside you stay always.",2007-07-16,2007-07-18,9577
66,"2018-02-27 02:27:12","The kind of girl",Switchblade89,2005-10-19,4.7,254,"The kind of girl I would like is as simple as this, a girl that I can love, adore, hug, and kiss, a girl that has a smile thats unique to me, and for the rest of time I can keep happy, A girl that wants to be called beautiful instead of hot, one that loves me for ""me"" and not for what I got, one that doesn't want to know about my life one bit, but wants to live it, and be a part of it, A girl that I can hold in my arms, keeping her warm and out of harm, one I can apologize to when I do something wrong, and wait for forgiveness, no matter how long, A girl I can point to and say ""thats my girl"", one that can smile and make my mind swirl, a girl that I can keep company when she feels lonely, and understands that if she needs anyone, theres me, A girl that I can continue to adore, and love with three words and even more, one that seems to make my life much better, and a girl I can love and adore forever and ever, These are some things that I look for in a girl, there are so many more that make my mind twirl, a girl like this, would be perfect to meet, a girl like this, would make my life complete,",2005-10-19,2013-03-12,19909
67,"2018-02-27 02:27:15","My Fairytale's Illusion",TinyDancer46,2006-08-22,4.9,72,"A heart he stole away from me Right from my bleeding chest And through the wounds, I gave him love For he deserved the best A treasure I held in my hands That promised he would stay My prince I had now, finally He'd never go away... But through the stormy weather With the lies I failed to see My prince had found a princess And he loved her more than me... Yet I couldn't see the damage Through the dark storm, I was blind Conceived by what I dreamed for, Love was perfect in my mind... Till one day, lightening struck me My prince left without a trace My broken heart screamed out his name While tears poured down my face Now I'm crying on this wooden floor Wishing then I knew That fairy-tales are make-believe And dreams do not come true",2006-08-22,2013-01-20,30230
68,"2018-02-27 02:27:17","Your beautiful words",StandStill,2008-04-26,4.9,15,"You have such lovely words tones like ""beautiful"" escape your lips it would make any girl feel good as her heart for you is ripped And your eyes light up when you talk saying these wonderful things it's amazing to watch you speak and to my lips, a smile you bring I look you square in the eyes and it's plain across your face when you laugh and say ""gorgeous"" my heart begins to race But then my head catches up and the world goes crashing down talking about another girl beautiful, even when she's not around I wonder, do you see it? how it kills me to hear you say ""God, she's so amazing"" while with my hand you play I'll smile at you now but when I'm all alone I'll be crying out but only when you go home So keep spinning me these tails of girls more beautiful than I and I swear to you and God I won't ever let you see me cry",2008-04-26,,12182
69,"2018-02-27 02:27:21","Tell Me You're Sorry With A Straight Face","Jenni Marie",2008-01-03,4.7,20,"Seems every single day you're apologizing Yet I'm still dubious about your words For you can't even look me in the eyes And enjoy it immensely when I hurt Seems every time I'm yelling at you You're laughing right in my face No longer do you claim to love me In your life and heart I have no place Yet you're still uttering those words Like they'll magically fix everything Never caring about the pain I feel Or all of the tears that you bring Can't you show any compassion Instead of only anger and distaste Prove that once you did care for me Apologize to me with a straight face **For A Contest**",2008-01-03,,5907
70,"2018-02-27 02:27:24","Here Stands the Glass","Twisted Heart",2009-07-21,5.0,14,"When pain has tipped the heart of glass And time finds no relief So many things may come to pass Stay true inside the grief Where turns the clock that spins the soul If trouble comes along To chill the hurt and find the hole Inside the heart done wrong Somewhere beneath the moonlit glow A burden's left to bear Against the winds of winter's snow A heart's caught unaware Deep in the mind a turmoil comes To shatter life it seems Leaves the wounded heart unstrung Among the broken dreams Upon the shards of glass are tears That time may try to heal Inside the mind are wasted years The soul tries hard to feel But come the day that pain is eased With hope the heart is caste No strings to twine the pain apeased 'Til then... Here stands the glass",2009-07-21,,7224
71,"2018-02-27 02:27:26","Young Teen Mother",Jodi,2005-05-14,4.7,1324,"It happened on that one faithful night.. I was 14 you 15 we thought it was right.. We rang in the new year, as we did many times before,but little did we know what fate had in store.. Months had went by..the shame grew to great, it was time to tell our parents my monthly friend was late.. The fear I felt when I seen my mothers eyes as she yelled at him ""YOU STAY BY HER SIDE"" And stay by my side he promised to do... But soon I would realize I would need my walking shoes.. Endless nights of worry would he ever come home.. Endless nights of wondering is he just moving on... He told me he loved me over and over again, I would eventually learn he meant as friends... Many plans he would make that would not include me.. He must of been ashamed that I was a mother-to-be.. I carried our son till the day he was born..a child turn woman and now Ive been scorned.. As I look at my son and first held his hand..I wondered how could his father be such a man.. He promised he'd be there.. He promised he'd help out.. But I was the one who would go without Who would pay for the choices we make, not him, it was I that had sacrfices to take.. I missed my prom, my schooling, my friends and now Iam left with a broken heart to mend.. Being a young parent is hard as can be..but being alone is harder you see.. Years have gone by, my son now a young man..and when asked I say yes I would do it all over again.. Again if it meant a few years to wait.. Again if it meant less sacrifices to take. Again if the love that was meant was true.. Again if it meant there was still you.. I have taught my son to love one and all, and to never let a friend take a harsh fall... And if ever he finds himself in my shoes, follow your heart,..a child is something you dont want to lose.. This is my true story my son is know 11 Please comment and rate if you like Thank You.",2005-05-14,2009-11-27,33961
72,"2018-02-27 02:27:42","Broken promises are all I have...",Ash,2008-04-19,4.7,19,"BROKEN PROMISES... Broken promises are all I have, lost in a place where temptation never fades. Yeah, I always thought you'd be true, but every time I just felt like a fool. It wasn't the distance that made my heart ache, it wasn't even what you said that made me break, It wasn't even your actions that contradicted yourself, It was beyond what I could explain myself... Lost in a whisper of words so sweet, this anonymous life once seemed so complete. Dashed to pieces, but thrown against the wall, who would've guessed how hard would be the fall. Yeah, I'm kicking myself for the mistakes I made, thinking back in the past that just never fades. Yeah, I'm reliving my worst memories everyday, hoping you'll show up again and say you do care. But those three words just echo in my mind, it's a door that remains open whenever I look behind. ""I love you"" is what you had to say, and you disappeared the very next day. I looked high and low for you, hoping to find some kind of clue. But you were nowhere to be found, not even tiny memories wherein to surround. Broken pieces can never mend, the mistakes once made can never amend. It's the face of people that's so hard to read, it's desperation of life that leaves one in need. Broken promises are all I have, lost in a place where temptation never fades. Yeah, I always thought you'd be true, but every time I just felt like a fool.",2008-04-19,,8563
73,"2018-02-27 02:27:46","My Baby","Emily Strickland",2004-11-16,4.6,880,"*Please Vote And Comment It Means A Lot!* Whenever I Think Of Him I Just Cant Help But Smile He Fills Me With Such Happiness And Makes My Life Worth While Wrapping Me Up In His Arms Making Me Feel So Secure I Know Whenever I'm With Him That He's The One For Sure I Think About Him Everyday And Dream Of Him Every Night Theres No One Else Like Him I Know That He's Mister Right He's Everything I Could Ask For My Sunshine On A Rainy Day And Every Whisper From His Lips Just Makes Me Simply Melt Away He Keeps Me Happy When I'm Mad And Makes Me Smile When I Cry He Is As Good As It Can Get There Will Never Be Another Guy It Doesnt Matter What Happens He's Always There To Dry My Tears To Tell Me That I'm So Beautiful And Help Chase Away All My Fears Out Of Everyone In This World He Could Never Be Replaced He Is In My Heart Forever And Never Will He Be Erased Nothing Can Change My Mind Theres Just No One Else For Me No One Can Compare To Him He Will Always Be My Baby",2004-11-16,2008-06-09,102847
74,"2018-02-27 02:27:48","Learning to Dance in the Rain.","Courageous Dreamer",2008-11-19,4.6,50,"-`Written for a Contest.`- Droplets of rain fall down upon our bodies, splashing randomly on the cold ground, drenching our clothes as we dance close. Your arms securely wrapped around my waist, my hands gently placed upon your shoulders. Your guiding steps direct me through the puddles, as we dance seductively to the rhythm of the rain. Your delicate fingers run through my coarse brown hair, then cup my oval shaped face as you stare attentively into my gorgeous blue eyes, yearning a passionate kiss. Suddenly you press your delicate lips upon mine, luring me in closer, keeping me warm within your arms. My ear placed perfectly on your heart listening to the beat, as it sings to me those three words I love to hear. Embraced so tight, forever in your arms I will remain. The beautiful smell of love lingers throughout the air, as two lovers learn to dance in the everlasting rain.",2008-11-19,2012-04-20,12009
75,"2018-02-27 02:27:51","I Almost Forgot You",xTruthxByxAccidentx,2008-02-27,4.2,16,"Yes I'm finally over you this time.... I let go of all the memories not wanting to leave my mind.... I let go of the way it felt to be held in your arms.. The feeling of never being harmed... I forgot the way it felt when you looked in my eyes... I forgot how you always told the truth instead of lies.. I forgot how you where always there... How none of it was ever fair... I forgot the smile you would give me... When the world crashed down..And I couldn't see... I forgot how you used to call me silly little pet names... How we made life seem like some kind of game I remember everyone envying what we had... We preferred to be happy instead of sad... I forgot the way it felt when you held my hand... When I was confused and you would help me understand.... I forgot how it felt to love you... And all the spontanious things you'd do... I forgot how it felt to talk the night away.... Your voice having to be the last one I heard everyday I remember all the corny lines you would repeat... I said I hated them but they really made my heart skip a beat.. I remember how you said forever and you convinced me... I remember how you said forever would never do....it wasn't long enough you see... I remember how everytime we heard a love song We said thats how each of us had truly felt all along... I forgot how it felt to be alone in my minds endless sea I forgot how it felt when you said you love me I forgot how it felt to feel I forgot how to tell what was really real I forgot how it felt to care I had forgot who you are.... I forgot everything till just now....and I don't know why.... The good memories out number the bad and all I do is cry..... I forgot how you must feel to For a minute I almost forgot you.....",2008-02-27,,3145
76,"2018-02-27 02:27:58","Wedding Dreams",Darien,2006-06-21,4.8,136,"Wedding Dreams I've seen you in my dreams before, We walked along that sandy shore. The moonlight lit your eyes so wide, On that night, you became my bride. Walking with you, I held your hand, Your wedding dress dragged the sand. Hiding behind your gorgeous veil, I cherished your every detail. Your hushed voice would tickle my ear, Golden highlights flashed in your hair. Kissing your lips your taste was sweet, An eye candy, you were my treat. The midnight tides rose from the sea, Touched our toes and faded slowly. Clouds started to float through the air, The moon and stars would disappear. A fog rolled in and you were gone, I passed out and awoke to dawn. Into the bright sky I would gleam, I looked around, was it a dream? My left hand wore a wedding ring, But yet I hadn't seen a thing. Then I heard the voice of you, and realized my dream came true.",2006-06-21,2007-04-13,57044
77,"2018-02-27 02:28:16","You're My Only Mistake",IdTakeABulletForYou,2007-06-17,4.9,24,"You Promised Forever; You gave me one week. You let me hold on as you let go of me. You told me you loved me, I said it, as Well. You knew that I screamed, but you Watched as I Fell. You held me so closely, -- said you'd keep me Safe. Kissed me so softly as you slipped away. Looked in my eyes; said that you'd ""Never Go."" You'd hold on forever... -- How was I to know? I thought that you loved me, when you kissed my lips. Thought surely, you cared saying, ""Nothing beats this."" You took off my shirt; and I hoped that we'd stand... And the trust that I gave you was more than my hand. What you did [was not love] (was for pleasure and fun] What you did [for yourself] (Will haunt me all my life.) And I looked at your ghost, looking back at the mirror... --The movement in question came Oh! So much clearer. You walk far away as tears roll down my face. And I never will trust -- it's my final mistake. ~ ~{You're My Only Mistake}~ ~",2007-06-17,,7595
78,"2018-02-27 02:28:18","Digital Ghost","Sherry Lynn",2008-04-25,4.9,30,"Looked through some old photographs today just to catch a glimpse of your loving face memories have become a haunting past all happiness has forever passed just a digital camera remains holding precious broken dreams reminiscing of what we once had never again to be experienced tears still flow when thoughts of you appear stains forever left where a smile once stood this broken heart has never mended unable to forget about love so true looked through some old photographs today just to catch a glimpse of your loving face memories have become a haunting past all happiness has forever passed",2008-04-25,2008-04-27,5242
79,"2018-02-27 02:28:21","Forever (Written in 4 letters and a conversation)",Thomas,2008-05-25,5.0,9,"Dear Jessica, I'm sorry this letter may not reach you in time But I've had this idea for so long in my mind You know how I attempted suicide at age thirteen Well, ever since then my wrists have been clean Lately though I've been falling back to the past And I'm noticing that everything is falling apart fast So I've decided that tonight I will take my life With pills and a rope, not my formerly loved knife So if you get this before I am gone and dead Try to get some ideas through my head That maybe the future is brighter than I see And that maybe in time you could learn to love me But this is the end, for now it would seem You will never ever send a reply back to me Goodnight to you the only girl I ever loved I will watch over you when I arrive in heaven above. Love, Joseph ---------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Joseph, It's been a week since you sent me this letter You haven't gone yet, I know you so much better Every time you say you'll do it, you always wait For some reason you don't want to leave decisions to fate But trust me; I love you more than you could know I always tried to hide it; I never did want to show But now that you're falling back to depression again I should let you know, I want you as much more than a friend If you leave this world, what am I supposed to do I never did know another person nicer than you And I promise you from now on, I can prove to you I care Everywhere you go from here; by you're side I'll be there So if you can forgive me for keeping secrets I can help you to make your way through this Everyone has hard times every now and then But know you have me with you, forever and always your friend. Love, Jessica ---------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Jessica, I never did leave when I said that I would But now today, I am leaving this world for good It's too late; your love means nothing to me now I thought I could make it without you somehow But my mind is made up, I have everything set Not a thought on my mind of any regrets So here I go, I'm sorry to say goodbye so soon But at least now I never have to see another full moon So I know by the time you start this your heart will be broken I'm sorry because I never meant to tear anybody open So you can learn to hate me, just like everyone else always has And when you hear I am dead, I know then you will be glad No one will bother to come see me at my funeral tomorrow No one will bother to wallow away their time in sorrow So here I go to take my life, one more sorry and goodbye At least you don't have to worry about seeing me on the night I die Shattered and Broken, Forever Alone, Joseph ---------------------------------------------------------------- Dear The Only Boy I Loved, I'm crying my eyes out, I can't even say your name But never could I hate you, even when you've extinguished life's flame I continue to think if I should follow in your footsteps I know you'd tell me no, but life can not get better, I can never forget How when you wanted my love, could it not be enough In the end I guess that you never really wanted love But sorrow has taken me under its wing and led me to think Nothing could make me happy again, I stand on the brink Life and death surround me in the way heaven and hell surround earth And now so many memories flash through my head, to now from birth I'm crying my eyes out; I can't even say your name And in my mind I am screaming, ""Go ahead, just do the same"" But you would not want me to follow you into the light To do the same, just on a different night But I'm sorry to betray you; I feel this is what I must do To die today would let me be in heaven forever with you. Love, Jessica ---------------------------------------------------------------- (The next day, she enters her bedroom crying; teardrops have left little wet marks all over her red shirt and her cheeks glistened with the wet trails of rolling sorrow. She finds Joseph sitting on her bed, his body just a glowing mist and Jessica knows he is dead.) Joseph: ""Darling, I am sorry, I never meant to hurt you But honestly what else could I do?"" Jessica: ""You could have told me sooner, a while ago When the feelings came back, you could have let me know Now I see it's too late, I've failed you again But now I can join you, forever in heaven my friend."" Joseph: ""Promise me one thing now; you will not do the same That you will live life out in the fullness of its game And when you are old you can die as nature has planned Then, and only then, you can join me in the Promised Land."" Jessica: ""But Joseph, I need you so much, I just can't live Without you here, what do I have left to give?"" Joseph: ""I will watch over you, day in and day out Live life to the fullest, make me so proud Show me how stupid I truly have been To have taken my life early and left you alone my friend."" Jessica: ""Okay, I accept, I'll continue living for you As a final request, it's the least that I could do So, thank you for saving me, I wish I could have done the same And now I know truly that inside you felt much pain."" (With her last word, Joseph fades into the air and leaves Jessica behind to live the rest of her life. Three weeks later she was hit by a drunk driver and killed. She joined Joseph in heaven, to eternally continue their friendship.)",2008-05-25,2008-06-18,3812
80,"2018-02-27 02:28:25","Killed me With a Fantasy",IdTakeABulletForYou,2007-03-28,4.9,44,"Killed me with a fantasy That clearly wouldn't ever be. Devoured in a fuzzy dream; So false, the truth I should've seen. I break apart with every word. Divert your eyes so YOU aren't hurt. Don't care for me, I will be fine... (There goes my ""Once upon a time..."") It feels like water consumes me, Like I am sinking in the sea. I send no flares, I don't scream loud. I'm doomed-- I know I'm going down. [You held my hand] (You let it go) [You promised me](Each promise: Broke) [You said you loved me](Now, you don't.) [You said you'd hold me](Now you won't.) I'm losing air, it's hard to breathe; The water's creeping up on me. Each breath I take may be my last... (I'm going down... I'm sinking fast.) I thought that you would care for me, But now it is so clear You never even loved me, You just broke my heart and left me here. I'm sure I'm gonna sink below -- there's nothing I can do. I'm running out of oxygen... (It's all because of you.)",2007-03-28,2007-05-10,3270
81,"2018-02-27 02:28:26","I Love You",MissMeg,2008-06-10,4.8,33,"The day I needed someone most, I turned and saw you there. I opened up and let you in. Even though deep down I was scared. I was such a mess. My life had fallen apart, But slowly- piece by piece, You put together my broken heart. Even though I swore I'd had it, I would never love again, Deep in my heart I knew, You were more than just ""my best friend."" I don't know what i would do without you, Or if I'd even be here today. I pray that you will never leave And with me you'll always stay. Because I love having you by my side. I no longer feel alone. I never want to be without you, For my heart has found its home. I love you.",2008-06-10,2009-02-23,22219
82,"2018-02-27 02:28:27","My Greatest Fear",Lu,2006-01-23,4.4,284,"This fear I feel deep inside follows me around, never far from my side Can you promise it will always be us forever ... for eternity ? No amount of love can erase the fear that another, could take my place Painfully arguments are hard to swallow will colored rainbows always follow ? As we age and grow old could our love die, turning cold ? I know you would give me the stars above yet can you promise me eternal love ? My greatest fear will always be that someday... you will stop loving me NEXT LETTER MM'S IS ----> O ... PM ME FOR YOUR NEXT FREE LETTER AND YOUR DIRECTIONS.",2006-01-23,2012-01-21,162332
83,"2018-02-27 02:28:31","How did you sleep?",Chelsey,2009-12-04,4.9,17,"Good morning sweetheart, how did you sleep? I didn't get one hour because you weren't next to me I tossed and turned, tried to close my eyes The bed was so cold without you by my side Lately I been up thinking about you, not getting any rest I tried holding my pillow, but it doesn't compare to your chest I tried putting on music, but it doesn't compare to your heart beat I needed your warmth, and your feet on my feet Good morning baby, what did you dream? Were you my hero, calming my fears and screams? Were we on a beach holding hands, watching the sun go down Making love, ruffling the sheets, exhalting loud sounds? Lately I been up thinking about you, dreaming of your lips My heart pounds fast and occasionally the beat skips I tried to dream longer and not interrupt the bliss I didn't want to awake from the most beautiful kiss Good morning sweetheart, how did you sleep? I didn't get one hour because you weren't next to me",2009-12-04,2009-12-04,16136
84,"2018-02-27 02:28:36","Poem of Tears","Steven Topaz",2008-09-19,4.8,20,"On this poem I write the tears. Which go unspoken. For so many years. The Selfish lie. To get loved from the start The Selfless lie. So they dont break a heart. If you start love with a lie. Then what will be true. The tears they will cry. Or the pain caused by you. Verse by Verse, The End comes near This poem a curse, Which shows our only fear. Now your forced, To live in a Fight. Crying by day, Dying by Night. Then you finaly, Pass off into sleep, Dreading the bell, To start another day of hell. Ryhme by ryhme, Line by line. I still manage To keep track of time. Beat by beat, Cheat by cheat. The people keep lying So I will keep Writting. As we lay here, Ten miles apart. One is smiling. Another with a broken heart. He is thinking, ""No more fights."" While she is finishing, Her Life on this night. As this poem Comes to an end. I hope that you. Will start to comprehend. That Love is a life, Thats best left unlived,",2008-09-19,2008-09-30,10622
85,"2018-02-27 02:28:40","I Don't Know...",dReAMeRgRL18,2005-04-11,4.5,120,"I don't know how to tell you I don't know if you care I want to say I like you But I don't even dare It's true you may not like me But I can't help the way I feel I don't know why I feel this way But I know this feeling is real You don't know how hard it is To see you but cannot to care There's nothing else that I can do But just to secretly stare Sometimes I just want to cry And wash this feeling away If only it were that easy I wouldn't be feeling this today...",2005-04-11,2007-04-20,175895
86,"2018-02-27 02:28:45","Old photos and crinkled love letters","The Poet Behind The Poems",2012-02-23,5.0,15,"Drops of the deepest emotion falls from the window to my broken soul, each drop stains the crinkled love letter written from your deceiving heart, every word like a blade tearing through my skin destroying my protective shell, leaving my heart vulnerable to the suffocation of your betrayal Our memories on the wall surrounds me, feeling claustrophobic im a prisoner of these still images That traumatize my fragile mind day after day , i still feel you as close as the cold breeze on the back of my neck ,Looking at the past we shared together i remember the first time i saw the sun come up in your eyes , it was the first time we took off our purity rings this image will forever haunt my shattered heart Yesterday can not be erased but hopefully tomorrow can still be written.",2012-02-23,2012-02-23,2544
87,"2018-02-27 02:28:47","I Promise you...","Hidden Feelings within these Words",2007-03-30,5.0,25,"Darling, I make these promises to you and only you. To love, Honor and care for you, and always be true. I promise to love you with all of my heart. No matter if we are together or far apart. I promise you, when you are down. From your face I will take your frown. I promise to take your side when right or wrong. Just to prove that my love for you is strong. I promise when you're worried, I will give you hope. And when you're confused. . . . I will help you cope. I promise it is you whom I will tend. For with you, will I stay until the end. I promise when you need love, my heart I will share. And when you are sick, for you I will care. I promise you that nothing will change my heart. You will feel my love even when we are apart. I promise that my love for you will go on forever. For it is truly to you, that I will surrender. I promise to give you all that I have to give. I'll do anything for you, for as long as I live. I promise when you're sad, I will dry your tears. I'll help solve all of our problems throughout our years. Darling, I make these promises to you and only you. I promise to love, Honor and care for you, and always be true.",2007-03-30,2007-04-27,34208
88,"2018-02-27 02:28:51",When,Dixiedaisy,2008-06-10,4.9,29,"When summer sun bids goodnight Winged creatures have ceased in flight Stars reflected in placid lakes No longer dance in mallards wakes When all the oceans tides have turned Final flames of daylight burned Flora vanishes, lush and green Faunas birth remains unseen When rapids tire of rushing race Carvings weathered from stones face Etched for Eternity two souls together My love for you ...sincerely, forever",2008-06-10,,8045
89,"2018-02-27 02:28:55","Not Falling Apart",Gem,2007-10-15,4.7,23,"In the darkened room she clutches her bear The one that he gave her from the summer fair She cried into the fur that was already wet The only light from her muted TV set With a sob, she reached for the ice cream tub Knowing full well he would be at the pub Drowning his sorrows? Too good to be true He's probably hitting on somebody new She closed her eyes and pictured his face His stupid smug grin always glued in place The way he always thought that he was God's gift That's what it was that made her quickly shift Two hours later she stood at the bar Dolled up to the nines, looking like a star Figure hugging dress clinging to every curve Time for him to get just what he deserves She soon spotted him, not a moment to soon Surrounded by girls at the edge of the room With a smouldering smile and a promise unsaid She watched as his eyes nearly popped from his head He sauntered on over, adjusting his tie While she stifled a yawn and tried not to sigh ""Hey pretty baby,"" he said. ""Looking good. Do you think that for old times sake we could...?"" That was her cue to let out a laugh ""It was you who dumped me so don't be so daft! You're just surprised I'm not falling apart The truth is you were bad in bed from the start!"" *Gem* Copyright©GemmaStott2007 (For a title contest)",2007-10-15,,8039
90,"2018-02-27 02:28:56","Hold my hand",Ingrid,2007-08-28,5.0,26,"Hold my hand and baby come to me I want you to know I gave you all of me I will be here for you always and forever don't ask me to leave for I will forsake you never My love for you is eternal and everlasting meeting you I consider to be my greatest blessing Let my love shine it's light upon you always I will be here for you on the good but especially on the bad days So go out now, into the world.... spread your golden wings and fly Every time I look up into the sky and see an eagle I will know it is you, flying high",2007-08-28,2007-08-28,45051
91,"2018-02-27 02:28:57","Love in Vain","Karl Wild GG23",2008-08-21,4.9,28,"I've loved to many times in vain, Lied to my heart, covered the pain, Told myself it wasn't meant to be, ""Cared for her, but she's not for me"" Spent time in search of love's elation, All I could ever find was infatuation, Butterflies confuse the naive mind, With open eyes how can we be so blind. Never thought I'd have my one and only, Got used to that feeling of being lonely, Until the day I constructed a master plan, Let love come to me, thats when it all began. Discovered my heart, not within my chest, It belonged to her and I'm truly blessed, Got what I wanted without looking at all, My angel answered and I didn't even call. For I've loved to many times in vain, Lied to my heart, covered the pain, This time I know it's meant to be, ""I love her and she's my eternity""",2008-08-21,,14695
92,"2018-02-27 02:28:58","Just you...and me",Kaila,2007-03-04,5.0,20,"I can't get you out of my head Your everywhere to me I hear your voice and your not there But your everything I want to see When I see you I blush a crimson red And when you speak Everything flutters through my head And now were together Out there for the world to see And we'll be here forever Just you...and me Every thing's going great Just the two of us Your always so happy That I never have to fuss The beginning of this love Is so great and so true When I'm done seeing you I'm never feeling blue Here we are again Happy as can be Sitting her hand in hand Just you... and me Now were having problems It's your jealousy again I'm hoping, wishing, praying This love of ours wont end Sure enough it did today I've never felt so alone I sat up all night waiting For you to say sorry on the phone You never called that night Not even later on to come I shoud've saw this coming why'd I have to be so dumb I miss the way You showed me The world out there to see Just you...and me I miss the way we cuddled on the couch all night long And when I was getting tired You'd whisper my favorite song It's been awhile since the heartache The crying and the pain You said hello to me today Oh my gosh are you going insane We haven't spoken for five whole months not that I could see Now were here talking Just you...and me Do you love me again? I'm so afraid to ask It might seem so simple But for me it's a hard task It's been awhile we're talking more again It's the first time in awhile That I've called you my best friend I told you I loved you yesterday Now I'm waiting to see If you love me too so it can be Just you...and me",2007-03-04,,14931
93,"2018-02-27 02:29:01","If You Are Reading This",TinyDancer46,2005-11-06,4.9,27,"If you are reading this I want you to know That even after all this time I haven't let you go I still think of you When I'm all alone I still hope you'll call me As I stare at the phone... If you are reading this Maybe then you'll see That even after all this time You're everything to me And I'm trying so hard To not become sad When I start to think about What we could have had... If you are reading this Maybe you'll understand How much it hurts me To see you hold her hand But you won't know I'm sad You won't know I want to die Because I'm still smiling Even when I want to cry And if you are reading this I hope you will see... That I'm still in love with you And it's slowly killing me",2005-11-06,2005-11-06,4208
94,"2018-02-27 02:29:04","Last Night I Had A Dream","Just Another Dreamer",2005-08-11,4.6,676,"Last night I had a dream- I dreamt I was in his arms. I simply stood there gazing, Completely wrapped up in his charms. The night sky was the deepest blue, Stars by the thousands gave the brightest glow, And wind moved soundlessly around us. The moon-it hung so low. With his arms wound 'round my waist, He softly kissed my ear. ""I love you,"" he whispered. ""I promise that I'll always be near."" As my heart beat badly, I put my arms around his neck. Standing on my tip toes, I went to give him a gentle peck. Before I got a chance to, he captured my mouth in his- Our kiss was slow and long. As he brushed my hair from my face I thought, ""This is exactly where I belong."" He placed his hands, slightly curled, on the small of my back, And pressed our hips together. I laid my hands upon his chest. We stood there dancing, which felt wonderfully like forever. Slowly it began to rain, And soon we were drenched- drops dripping from our hair. He took my chin with his hands and whispered, ""There's something I must share."" ""I'll love you for forever."" I've loved you from the start."" ""No matter what happens, You'll always have my heart."" ""You mean the entire world to me."" ""You're my shinning star- Because everything I wish for, Is everything you are."" He took my hands in his, As he stared at me with a twinkle in his eye. ""You are so beautiful you make the angels envious."" ""The rain we feel are tears they cry."" Blushing and smiling I shook my head. He took my face between his hands and said, ""You know it's true."" ""You are the point of light amid my darkness."" ""The only one I want is you."" There we lay side by side, Together on the grass. As he put his arm under my head, I prayed this moment would never come to pass. _________________________________ If you guys could comment on this it would be really nice- this is my first poem on here and it would be great if I could hear some feedback. thanks",2005-08-11,2007-07-02,32633
95,"2018-02-27 02:29:07","Held Back In The Memory Of Our Yesterday.",Stephanie,2008-01-15,4.9,11,"I breathe moments of desperation; they're breaking me down inside, and all the scenarios where you promised forever, pull me in with the tide. I had my hopes up on a cloud, and now they're crashing to the ground; little by little, the melody in my life dies down; There's no sound. [Shhh....] Darling, I know. There's no reason to lie anymore. Tarnished memories; I can still picture both of your forbidden lips - Crashing into a lie; meeting in a sin so great, as my heart suddenly rips. You once whispered to me that you could never live without me, Well, I'm standing in front of you, and your heart can still beat, I see. I hope you're proud of yourself, because I can't stand to look at you. Now every moment we spent together, becomes a dream that won't come true. Slow, acoustic love songs and old love letters are a thing of the past, They're simply a remembrance that what we held onto didn't last. Lines and lines of poetry are being written, only to burn them into ash, and more and more songs are being played, only for my memories to clash. Stop. Just stop. Because all of your lies are running together - and they're holding me back in the memories of yesterday. January 15, 2007 -- Stephanie Lynn .+.",2008-01-15,2008-01-15,6394
96,"2018-02-27 02:29:10","Still I Cry","Karl Wild GG23",2008-09-02,4.9,21,"Still I cry when I think of you, Alone, where nobody can see, Hurts not knowing what to do, Are you still in love with me? Still I cry when I see you smile, Nothing made me feel as alive, I'd die to hear you laugh awhile, Without you it's hard to survive. Still I cry when the phone rings, Knowing your not on the other end, The happiness your voice brings, A broken heart would surely mend. Still I cry in my lonely dreams, You always used to meet me there, Pillows smother my silent screams, In a bed we no longer share. Still I cry as tear filled river's flow, Without your love I'll surely die, Still, I see your face wherever I go, If you've ever wondered why, still I cry....",2008-09-02,2008-11-12,6926
97,"2018-02-27 02:29:13","Someone else",MissSideways,2005-05-13,4.6,782,"Our song is softly playing alone again, i cry i feel so very small below this endless sky i watched u smiling at her the way you smiled at me her hand inside of yours just like mine used to be You hold her with such passion and kiss her pretty lips the way you used to hold me and grasp me by the hips that used to be my hand that you would softly stroke with undivided attention every time I spoke You whisper in her ear and give her love so fine the sparkle in her eyes just like it was in mine but still i let u go and yes it breaks my heart to stand alone without you it tears my world apart I'm sorry that i hurt you but baby you're my life i thought wed be forever and one day be your wife i wish that i could hold you just LOOK you in the face but now another sweetheart is standing in my place Watching how u love her and how she loves you too its way too much to handle to know i once had you...",2005-05-13,2007-04-22,31456
98,"2018-02-27 02:29:13","Until We Meet Again","Karl Wild GG23",2010-02-23,4.9,34,"I can still recall with immaculate precision, The night we met under starlit skies. An angel so precious once impossible to envision. Was now standing right before my eyes. I remember our laughs and late night talks, At least a hundred times we'd say goodnight. Holding hands through Central Park walks, Even when wrong, you were always right. Or the time we danced near Willow Pond, I held you so close under the pouring rain. Your love took me to ecstasy and beyond, The taste of your kiss, sweet champagne. The day I knew you loved me I'll never forget, You let down the walls protecting your heart. Showed me the little girl in you with no regret, Thought I knew then and there we'd never part. Love lasts so long and times without ending, Now we both know hearts truly can change. We must move on, little use in pretending, Just know our memories I'll never exchange. I'll forever think of you under starlit skies, Laugh at the cute little girl you hid inside. Promise I won't forget we hate goodbyes, Or all the times I held you when you cried. Still even now its unbearable to say goodbye Can't let my heart know this is really the end. I won't forget you beautiful wouldn't dare to try, So for now my love, my heart, my friend..... Until we meet again.",2010-02-23,2010-02-24,19869
99,"2018-02-27 02:29:18","Fallen From Heaven",Natalie,2006-08-01,4.8,144,"You had fallen from heaven straight into my arms, Igniting my heart with your sweet seductive charms. Showed me light in life that I'd never seen before, Something that my heart and soul had been longing for. Spread your caring angel wings right over my head, Protecting me and saying what had not been said. Those three simple words that I was needing to hear, Were right in-front of my blind eyes but was unclear. Clouds were smothering me and all that was around, Until an angel flew down and then you were found. The smoke disappeared leaving a vision of you, A strong feeling of love that seemed long overdue. The way that you would shelter my soul from the rain, As you would clear away the storm ridding my pain. You'd feel and heal the beating of my broken heart, Painting a smile on my face like a piece of art. Released all the emotions that were trapped inside, Warm fuzzy feelings that I'd always try to hide. Romantic enchanted fairy-tales pranced in my mind, In books of make believe; my prince I needed to find. Sweet tunes would play as I would look into your eyes, And I could see the man who was hidden in disguise. The Savior who had fallen from heaven above, Is now the angel who helped me believe in love. © Natalie 2006",2006-08-01,2007-04-17,68104
100,"2018-02-27 02:29:22","Is forever just a word?","Karl Wild GG23",2006-12-06,4.9,44,"Is forever just a word? Because I think it is, To me that words absurd, What's hers is never his. Sure one day you'll fall in love, But will it last forever? Or will you lose your precious dove, A love you thought so clever. Fooled by seven letters, If not ""love you"" then ""forever"", I'd believe in forever better, If it actually meant never. Because forever never seems, To end up how we planned, Ruins our hopes and dreams, Something I could never understand. How a word thats so profound, Can fail us so many times, Although it never makes a sound, You'll hear the pain it chimes. So I don't believe in forever, Because it's just a word, Relationships always seem to sever, Just in case you haven't heard.",2006-12-06,2007-04-11,3621